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hello 2006 test tube babies!

2006-01-02T20:48:00.000+03:30

well hello hello hello. let me welcome you chicks and dudes to the year 2006.

let us all say a prayer to that the year will turn out fabbb. no bombings, no terrorism, no hate, no what-so-everrrr.... just PEACE. its like hae yo niggs peace out brah, or like the hippie peace man let';s all just trip and have a massive orgy as it's a force of nature. the world is fuct. who knows what the 20 somethingth century will turn out for us? what century are we in anyway?
it's like how flower power came then left said hello to punk swimming in the sex pistols and the ramones where vintage wear became fashion then came the weird 80's where big peroxide hair and shoulder pads with weird loud colors and triangles were fashion that were considered the bomb to animal prints. jesus. nuff sed, i'm like scaring myself.

i'd say 2005 was pretty shit. couldave gone way better. the only th9ing that was probably great is khalid. and my holiday from miri to kl - thailand - kl. thailand was awesome. went diving and captian cruiser's boat is just the bomb as the underwater toilet rocked my world. other than that we were supposed to see killer sharks but i think the killer whales ate them and no sharks for us to see. nu years at planet hollywood was great. the band rocked my pantyliners. so did the audience. hmmm. my audience, ahahahhaha.
everytyhing else is just anus skin. i hate thinking it makes me more confused. i need a cigarette.

like holaaaaa. incase you haen't noticed, ALL HAIL TO BULU for she has returned to the blog and said a little something after being missing for oh so long which worried our wee group of readers and friends. wait. what readers? let's just celebrate anyway. my dad's got 10 years old tuak left in the storeroom and i'm thinking a robbery?

and because of you readers, you have shaped me to the person i am today. here are my new year's resolutions;
1) i will decide to go pop and hardcore hip hop and abandon the rock and punk and the alternative and the metal scene goodbye.
cheah and like smoking is that easy? hahaha.
okay just one for now. any more and i';ll be sure to let myself know. not that it'll work out but this is fucking amusing.

and aside from it being a new year it is also my one year anniversary with khalid. happy one year my love. well it was yesterday?was it? its the 1st janu. at about approx 1:20 AM. hahahaha.

okay ATTENTIOUN TUAN2 dan PUAN2.
i would like a job. a really good one and pay me alot please. SOMEONE FOR buddha's sake. hook me up with a good one. if so, its one year of my face. =))
you wo'yt regret althougfh if you do i may be a tempo uni drop out but fuck dat shit do i look as if i care about it? long live rock and roll radio.

buy condoms from the bodyshop and support the aids foundation. that's hippie.

hi

2005-11-25T20:54:00.000+03:30

omfg. im really sorry. hi nicola. i love you cow. HAHAHAHAHA. yes, ive been going to studios.

btw, i am officially living in brunei. it's been 4 months. fucking hell. that long aye. hahaha.

i am now a freelance emcee and um a singer. HAHAHA. SAD NON? i swear there's nothing to do here for god fuckin sakes.

next big thing, i iz hosting for the Dewa concert on the 3rd december 2005. Next saturday nite. Yg keluar allowance and etc atu, DATANG AH. KALAU INDA, JAGA KAMU!! haha. gila im so malay n0w. now that i wasnt. im jst extremely malay now.

so yes, i know i am jual-ling my no. here but nic, my no. is 8640816. i no see u in brunei eh hari atu. cow u. mwahs.

bah. have fun ppl. <3

hello blogger.com

2005-11-14T14:41:00.000+03:30

dear blog,
i am so bored that i am just so bored. may i be overcaffinated and sugar high, what do you care. you are just something to write in and to future reference myself to look and have a boogie wonderland laugh at. somehow by that i feel humilliated but then again over the sky at the moment, thank you.
i miss my boyfriend khalid terribly and i am trying to study for two exams one after the other as i missed my exam today morning with the excuse of herpes zost. i do not have a sexually transmitted disease as you may think "herpes" a sexual transmitted disease but it is the shingles. i got the shingles people. please do not be afraid to touch me.

let me discuss to you what i have learnt today in studying.
interpersonal communication is a communication that involves two people. it has a dyadic effect which is i don't know i cant remember what and it is a two way function unlike the media where the source only comes from one end, an institution.
yeah i figured it by now. im so gonna fail.
anyways let me tell you about my other exam, public relations.
a basic outline of a PR model.
err... SHIT.
i forgot.

i hope you've learnt something valuable today, nicola and the people who read.
please study like a month beforehand. don't do it the hours before or survive the concequences of living a nicola yapp life. but at heart i know you'd want to.

blogged and feeling stupid, probably the after effect of studying that has no effect.
later.

may i place your order

2005-11-01T07:30:00.000+03:30

welcome to my november post. sorry i missed octobers but not as if many of you cared anyway. turned 20 last month and i'm excited as a bitch to be going to thailand mmm think of the iheas! shit yes. exams are soon and today is my 10 loving month anneversary. soon i will be 21 and i will want to get married and have several children and swim in the red sea because i'd want to. i don't like to promote that i blog because secretly in my heart i think blogging is gay. i'd like to now get up and brush my teeth but i cant be fucked but i'll do it anybecause i am who i am and i will get dolled up because i feel the need. i will then paint my nails and play with my guitar like slash. my dream and goal in life is to be a hiphoppie from the ghetto like my husband but i love the shirt that says "i hate hip hop". i love my husband to bits and we're on our ten months. i'd like to have kids with khalid and i want my kids to be named mika, ezra, meeqa and hayden. please don't take them away from me as it's been in my head for ages to name my kids with the names that i've just given. furthermore i'd like to own a planet and kill all the insects because i hate insects, bugs everything thats tiny and moves. i hate maggots and i hate worms and slugs they creep the shit out of me. i had a dream last night that i'd like to share but unfortunaetly i can't as i don't reemember it. i'm still hunting for feefy but hello i don't think she's coming back. anyways so much for a november post. see you in brunei.

hello september.

2005-09-12T18:34:00.000+04:30

hello my children.
nice to know the peeps who read the blog and do not bother to tag. HI MAWI!
even if you don't know me show me some lurrv. okay thanks! i'll love you forever and ever. people coutresy please. pleas don't rape the blog and not show any love ='(

hahaha ladies and gentlemen, i have an announcement. bling bling. yes, as i am now presently unattached, i would like you my darling potentials to have the privilege of sending your CV and a cover letter attached with a medical certificate of a gential check up to be sure that you are clear of STD's/. all emails to nicola.is.sexy.in.the.morning@gmail.com thankees.

well. erm. i don't think my break up is that official would you call it official if one party decides to not co-ordinate? or left the geng? what why how who when. how do i do this. all i've known for 8 months, argh someone stab me please. i miss himmmmmejhfv2gh3edlfuregf

so who's going to bali to visit the bombings at the end of the year? I AM.
thinking of extending that tattoo instead of just that vertical oval it would look so much nicer a triangle. no? YES I THINK SO. anyways i have one bung eye. my right eye. i woke up this morning and it looked fat as cheekys eye.

so WHO"S GOT BEEF>?

telemarketing interview tomorrow, i think i've got a sexy persuasive voice. don't you?
wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutever! oh and and. haddy's girlfriend. is cool. she's my new lai. hahahaha ay ay ayyyy, laiiiiaaaa.
visit her blog and give her some luuuuvings. like you do for me. yeah yeah yeah sure. i bet you she gets more loving than all of you COMBINED! anyways carrie's at-
http://tha-chiqs.diaryland.com

which makes me wonder, my darling scientists, why do i blog. FEE FEE!!!!!!!!! grrr!
it's all feef let's hunt her down.
i hear she;s been hanging out at the studio. people call the BKN.
ambush in the night~ you know bob marley. yeah he;s my daddy;s friend. they smoke pot together. SPOT THE POT
with a parang. HAHAHA :D oh i love this/.

a monroe piercing looks so hot. i want one.
?
bye?

hi. god hates me.

2005-08-17T15:54:00.000+04:30

august has been a hellhole.
i hate august. god damn. god hates me.
i'm still an illegal immigrant and my nail polish is chipping like a bastard. argh.
all i need all i want is my god damn visa and a job and have NZD2000 by mid november then i'll be a happy wee turd from hell baking cupcakes for the nation to eat so that i can watch them smuggle my cupcakes in their big clothes to feed their family.

i have decided that i want to be a housekeeper for a hotel as a part time job.
let's look on the bright side. i'll wear a nice uniform like them sexy ones on tee vee then do my work out and lose weight by doing work then in the end get paid for it. so it's a win win situation. a good work out and get paid for it oh yeah. yeah. yeah. yeah right.

HI MAWI. XOXO hahaha.

please lick your computer's monitor screen.

where is feefee. god damn this woman.
werd is that she left for brunei to be the second wife of a really old man. i hear he;s born and raised in the jungle. beware o fefee the bulu bulu/
by the way feef if you have queen glasko on your msn list she's got a picture on her display that looks just like you.

okay im off, im going to now call the ministry of justice to ask for a place in parliament.
let's hope i run for senator. toodles. hmm wait. what does the ministry of justice have to do with parliament? yeah yeah i'll look up the prime minister's name on the phone book.

laidies and gentleman,
bringing you the prime minister of new zealand .....helen clark.
god she;s sexy.

yuu huu. nicola never fails to inspire =D

2005-07-24T01:52:00.000+04:30

hello chookiesssssssssssss im baccccccccccccckkkkkkkkk.
8:30 in the morn and i just got back raaaa my boyfriend isn't gonna be happy.
gaaahha popped into an indian club last night and whoo haaa indians ! \0/
i swear somewhere last night i had a bindi on my forehead.
punjabo bABY! YEA!

feefer had a birthday a week ago man she turned like 29. oldfart. one more year and you'll have to start thinking about menopause man.gahahahaha y'know i love u feeeeeeefer. WINK*!

anyways, if any of you were wondering christchurch was a beaut.
good G, P and E. woo baby yeah. get me? yeah kisses to my public i'm a hero.
and so here's christchurch in a story.

one day two idiots

got inspired by harold and kumar and decided to be hippies and hitch hike from christchurch to timaru to eat BKFC.

and got picked up by an old lady, martha.

who thought that the hitchhiking idiots were her lost children and decided to beat them up for hitch hiking. but poor ol marthy couldn't move because she had arthiritis. but this one particular idiot tried to run but, twisted her ankle, fell and broke her forehead.

..as for the other, she ran like a mad bastard.

while doing the jet. she took a photo of the unfortunate boogiewomen that frolick around christchurch's streets with a trolley from briscoes. they haunt me until today.

the idiot who fell ........turned out a bit mad. her name is hilary. who now resides in the institution of the mentally retarded of new zealand. poor girl. let's all say a prayer for...

as for the mad bastard runner, she turned out o.kay. .. with an award winning smile.

end of story.

here's a picture of a typical kiwi policewoman

and a pretty picture of me taken by jody while washing the neighbours window with a mop through my window at 8 am.

here's mccone and i doing the tango to deftones.

lastly i bring you j j j jj joooody. the mad underground vaccination nurse that gives free herion stolen from the hospital for $9.99

after reading feefs recent post with a bru on the link, reminded me that i made a post to brudirect a few days back. i'll post it to yous next time ay chickens. i think youv all had enough of my ra raahs.

bythe way, has anyone seen humm the muffinman? :
as a closing i would like to tell you my public that if you would like to wire me some money please feel> free my account number is 010964005922655 ......nicola yapp please.

peace out HAHAHA
peace out
HAHAHAHAH
PEACE OUT. PEACE.
GAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA bye.

AHHHH SILENCE!

2005-06-29T22:30:00.000+04:30

3 weeks without nic. AHHHHHHH! Sorry khalid. I know u love her and all and so do I but I miss the silence! LOLOl Nada wah. We all love nic0la. I hope u have a good time. And make sure u don't get out of the country cos if once they found out u are an illegal immigrant. Don't worry. aku pun pernah HAHAH.

so anyways, my drawing skills bloody well improved. So visit my art and let me show off my bloody skills! =D lol. im kidding. but anyways. i am offering ppl to get their pic vectorised and i want to make them into a collage and post it up.

so if u want any, pls contact me thru my frens OR email to feefy7080@hotmail.com

bah peace. selamat going back to skool to all of u who jst started the new term.

omfg, my bf gave this picture that was taken 5 years ago and u know HEHEHE, besides having GIRLS' ARMS ALL over him, (im fine btw =p ) he looked so hot. not sayin he's not HOT now .. he jst looks hotter HEHE.

i'm an illegal immigrant :S NICOLA CRIES THE UGLYCRY!

2005-06-27T02:53:00.000+04:30

hello peeps.
flying to cantrbury tonight and muahahahaa praise the lord your queen is gone. yea anyways gig the other night was fab, big yays for my mates band; petrol \o/

im watching my boyf sleep and he's just the cutest. i think he looks so hot asleep. and awake of course. jeles, fee? haaha.

anyways im bored like a nanny and i seriously have nothing to do but wait for the love of my life to wake up and accompany my sorry ass till i leave. wake up love wake up.
i love my khalid.

okay i have to rush to pack and sort my entire life out within the next 6 hours.

KUKUT IS BUYING A WHOREHOUSE. yay you go kutmeister.
the kutser from tutong making it big as a mafia yo yo yo. ahhaHA.
(UNangelic or what kuts? brhahahahahah. I LOVEH YOUH! ahahahaha. )

by the way, as of friday last week i am now officially declared an illegal immigrant in new ZEAland. HAHAHAHAH! :'(

nuff sed, see you chicckies in 3 weeks and im out
x!

bullshit.

2005-06-21T02:30:00.000+04:30

man the internet really sucks. why? becos it has so many fucking viruses and all those lil shits inside. internet does wonders but HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO you internet virus programmers, go spread ur evil elsewhere. :( i'm tired of the viruses i keep getting and my supposedly working anti virus programs don't work. so hmm let me see, what's the point of making anti virus programs that DONT WORK? and believe me, i think i've tired 3/4 of them ahahah. and u know what's funny? i jst got my pc yesterday (it jst got fixed due to this really stubborn trojan i got that didnt want to go away) and HAHAHA AND ironicly, i got a virus TODAY! YIIPEEA! oh fucking adware and spywares, may you fucks die. and trojan horses? may you rot in ur creators' bottoms.

if anyone miraclously finds a bloody proper goddamn anti virus program that actually works, then pls do tell me and i'd love u endlessly.

on the lighter side of my life, well.. i miss my bf. he's currently in bru (he uses a VW golf gti with the license plate BV6*7, has dreads and big ass sunglasses..) and it's not fair that im not back yet to see him =(( boohoo. sighs. relationships are so hard smtimes. =//

what else? oh yes, i need to do abt 2 drawings but ta-da. my trial whatever has expired so i need to d/l a new one. why not jst buy the program on CD u ask? well, may i remind you that im stuck in iran atm and they dont sell artsy-fartsy stuffs like this. i will eventually get the program but i'd wait til i get back in brunei la. or smwhere. was currently doing Max's. dont worry max, i'll make you look better than tom cruise or brad pitt. =)))

speaking of art, i msged this one particular digital artist to chibi-fy me.. he makes really cute art i tell u hehe. hopefully he agrees.. *fingers cross*

i had an exam earlier this morning and i only managed an hr sleep before. i kept twisting arnd on my bed cos it was SO FUCKING HOT. the a/cs here? most of the houses were built 40 years ago and central units were not built in yet. so we have this aircon airduct thing that doesnt work fuck all. haha. esp. in my room. but during the winters, the central heating units dont work well either. u'd still need abt 2 blankies to bloody keep u warm.

okay lol that went out of the topic.. nic is prolly having her exams right now. hehehe. can u believe she's becoming a public relations officer? HAHAHAHAHAH. nada wah bulu. i love u AHAHHAAHA. everyone will become hippie like u and smoke week 24/7 HAHAHA. study bulu study! =x dont marah²!! agaggagahhaa.

ciao ppl <33 xx

p.s. happy birthday to my bestfren saiful/ami who's currently having his hollies in brunei. may god bless you and all that lot. love u mi. u suck tho. :D

rush

2005-06-17T07:49:00.000+04:30

hello chikkies.

where art thou fee fee la bulu ulu. ehehe/
FEEFS! daymn this is boring i ain't hearing news from this bulu kutu woman.
might you be out there hunting in your forrest feefs my love? hahaha/
you know i lovveh you.

anyways didn;t win the auction on the merina because i overslept hahaa/
i love maxxie for his support and nicole for her boy-self <33 i love you to the maxx peeps.

i got a big pimple. =( this is so not cool.
going to the FPA clinic today because offit. haha this is hilarious.
contracepitve pills haha. \o/
if a male took the contraceptive pill for a whole month he'd therefore be my one true hero. hhaa/

banging canterbury the week after next! yayayayayay!
excited but will be a pain in the bum because i won;t get to talk to my husband for 3 whole weeks. :'( oh dear. i'llmiss him so much/

i hear sirens. i always hear them, it never fails to go off each day. here are my stats for the sirens; 7AM, 3PM, 5PM and late night bout 11PM-12AM so much crime in the west. it just ain;t cool. i fear stepping out my house. haha.

p/s.nena, if you;re reading this please get me my heels, thank you. make them high okay. thanks flower i love you. xxoxoxox!!!

okay rushing to the FPA later yous! xoxox!

hello chooks.

2005-06-11T12:20:00.000+04:30

hi chicks.
4 papers to bang within the next two weeks. may god have mercy on my sorry ass.
anyssssssssssss..
went to the nz premiere of mr & mrs smith. very well done. watch it ifyou like action, sex and humour. or you can ...just watch it for brad. oh yes baybee \o/

eheh. my computer and mister dilly D \o/

i want this merina. she'll be my new playmate :D i'll have a definite answer on her by tuesday. wish me winning the auction herps.

until then
im out

~!^&*() drawings :D

2005-06-07T08:48:00.000+04:30

hii kids!
it's 4:30 the the aftn and i'm still in my PJ's. been doing my critique since about 1 or 2 when i got up and ladies and gentlemen it's okay because i'v brushed my teeth.

well in challenge to bulu woman over there with all her "SO VERY KOOL WADEBER DRAWINGS" i've decided to compete. muahahahaha.
nothing can match up to my wonderful drawings thanks to paint.
hook yourself up with nicola the artist :D
XD smile for me baby!

my first ever drawing...............
this is uuuuugis, his real name, kamal. he actually wants to be called bugis and im sorry i cant be assed censoring the wee dangly bit. SORRY! please (L) ME!

this is my second drawing.
fluffy is my man. i love my man. i love this drawing. i think fluffy really looks like fluffy. and i love the poodle. i think it accentuates his looks and his personality. haaha yes.

this is daniel.
erm i seriously have no idea why i put him with a theme of fruits. must be his oranges. but yeah, this is one colorful eyeload.

This is my kaling friend, ruud.
ruud is a kaling. he likes to be kaling. he represents all that is kaling. next to kaling is his girlfriend baby. baby is..... err...

this is KUKUT MWAHS!
HAHAHHAHAHAHA i think this picture is gay. i only put it up for all to see because i love the 'fro. hmm. i can see why kukut never uses this picture. O.K I"LL DO ANOTTHER ONE. it'l include ...((W)JIS4LAIF. (W)RIP girlfriend. with 3 hearts featuring = the sassy iban, the exhaust nose and baby MWAHS!) huhahaha.

wiggles this is me!!!
am i cute? cute! xoxo

this last one is lay lay. lay looks so cute aww.
introducing laylay and his .....dancers. lmao

c'mmon you know you want one too.
hit me at karacoma@yahoo.com gauguahushaugyagusgahauahygayugshijash.

and if its accents, there;s one that i find real hard to follow.
it's the liverpool accent. yeap. liverpool.
they look like real 60s hippies too. they're real funy when they're drunk tho guagaaaahaha
and if it's one accent i dislike, it's the real american accent. i hate american commercials eventho they are the root to most influencials in civilization especially the ones with aerobics or the one that go for 30 minutes suggesting that you should buy a godforsaken slimming kit or someshit.

well i do watch american movies and i'm not trying to be any hypocritical.
i feel that there's a difference to the accent in the movies and when you're speaking to an american interpersonally.

:x out.

Vector art.

2005-06-06T19:19:00.000+04:30

link

Yeh, my first vector art picture. It's not that good but u know, good enuff. Lol. I still dont know how to play around with the shades and everything. But I'll look for the tools some other time. I'm still a beginner.. way way beginner. I want to draw like HIM. =((

I had to wait nearly an hr (again.. ppl keep forgetting to pick me up. heh) for smone to pick me up and i got introduced to this 3rd year student who has this strong supposedly british accent. He loves the UK. and i mean, LOVES IT. Anyways, we talked and yadidada. Then like 10 mins after that, he brought some of his classmates over. He wanted me to tell them having a brit accent is better than having an american accent which is btw, 3/4 of the english speakers here (which are only language students btw) have american english becos, ta-da, they learn american english. He asked me to do it cos I have a brit accent too. But i would say mine is in between.. You know, yank-tish. Between british and american lol but anyways. So i talked to them for like 10 minutes, under the hot squelching sound.. trying to convince them that I dont give a shit on ppls' accent and you shudn't be so picky on how ppl speak. Who GIVES A SHIT ANYWAYS? LOL. For example, like Indians.. You know, real indians. They have heavy accented english but their fucking english is so goddamn good and most of them are bloody smart so who bloody well cares? lol.

Okay, aku kan makan. and tdur. I'm tired. and tired and tired.

mwahs.

C nic sakaikan posting pics.

2005-06-03T01:54:00.000+04:30

Mariah Carey - We belong together

OI oi. I've flossed my teeth oredi okay? And marv actually blogged? Mana?

Anyways, I'm pissed off with the world cos I am not going back as early as I thought so I'll be missing the hubs. Until October. Buduh eh. Setaun udah. Fuck everyone. Eseh. Kejiwa.

At last I actually finished d/ling the stupid program and it took me bazillion days.. Anyways, I finished 2 drawings and if you think it sucks well fook you. I am in a shitty mood so yes atm, i kinda hate everyone hahaa.

Here they are.

If you can't see it, here's the link. Naqi.

Nena.

I've always wanted my tongue pierced but I'm not allowed to have any sorts of body piercing whatsoever so instead everytime i want to pierce something, I'll pierce my ears heh. How sad is that?

Sorry if the font is small. I like small fonts =x

kia ora tena koutou. HAIT!

2005-06-02T18:56:00.000+04:30

IT"S ABOUT TIME SOMEONE bLOGGED.
marviiinnnn. where the hell is marrrrrvin? well here's the story. apparently.........

maRVIN did blog. few months back, till today it still hasn't published. where lies thee mysterious published made by marvin? where art thou ? oh where ......? lol.

okay. shitload is the haps. bought a JLO jacket 2 weeks ago and it fukken smells like poos!
~!@#$%^&*()_ g0ddamn downs! i hate them i shouldn't have bought it. sniff. now i cant bloody return it. HUHUHUHU.
anyone on for recommendations with the treatment of downs? please. :) someone ..? mwaaah!

anyone who could tell me would be my HERO.

so 1k has gone by and im broke as a hipster hippie. woo aaah. feeferh can you pleas sell your bottoms to support poor old me? you know you want to you wee cutesie poos. ooga wooga; wiggle for me baybee! anewhors i got an eyebrow piercing. sigh* wee bitta regret kickin me on my bum.

well then i came to conclusion, iv got a piercing now, don't look too bad, why not more? HAHAHA kuts and i came to a conclusion of a temple and third eye piercing,
*& so ...my PJS and i feat. my eyebrow piercing and balq eye ink on temple & thrird eye*

but im thinking heaps of a vertical tragus as well. well i think i'll think more on that one. my single tragus made me cry like a mad dog with raabies! it aint coo'. another piercing that really hurt was my nose piercing. well its a pretteh place for chicks to pierce, sho!
my lil sissy wants one, am i bad influence? i think it;s hot. f0war. \o/

4 lovely exams comn up the week after next. 4 assignments to hand in by comn up friday 4pm and man i think i'm just too cool because i haven't started? fuck academic scholars. i hate them i hate anyone who uses the words "bizzare" just because; or "frankly" because my imaginary friend frank gets emotionally sad.

anyways feefah needs to brush her teeth. insect stains, mebbe? i looveh yo.

and im out

PXT upload test. TEST. TESTING.

2005-06-02T18:45:00.000+04:30

my first ever photo upload.rugget ah.

I'M AWAAAAAKE!

2005-05-22T08:03:00.000+04:30

Hi! I'm awake. At such an unghastly hour that it's not funny. =D Slept abt half past one this morning and woke up at half past 5 to greet my parents from Dubai. And I gottttttttttttt stuffs! This is the list of the things I got. Unimportant but then there's nothing else to blog abt lol.

Start!

1. A laptop.
2. A Louis Vuitton laptop bag.
3. Oral B sensitive floss! HAHAH! I haven't flossed my teeth in like a month so this is godsent!
4. An italian designer bag called Byblos Blu.
5. Fruit roll ups! Yay!
6. Packets of smoked salmon. I wanted mussels too but they didn't see any around. Sia² pun.
7. Jeans.

..... and that's it. lol. I got a LV thingy bob last month too. I wonder why my parents are buying me LV. NOT THAT IM COMPLAINING but it's a tad odd. Hmm.

Okay, I need to wake dad now. He has work. Mwahugs!

Skool's rep.

2005-05-21T05:40:00.000+04:30

Brian McKnight - Back At One

God, my old high skool is such a wreck. Lol! I left 4 years ago and it hasn't changed much. I dont know who I feel sorry for. The students or the teachers. It's all abt the bad communication. Most of the teachers appointed in the skool are a bit tad too strict. The teachers think the more they swear or be aggressive towards the students, the more disciplined the kids are. Wtf, lol. That worked like 10 years ago man. Not now. Face it, kids got smarter. And plus, if you don't respect them like a human being, then they definitely wouldn't respect you. If you want to manipulate them, then do it in another way. But thennnnnnnnnnnn, it is very hard to handle a bunch of kids that you need to impress with your teachings all the time. It'll be even harder if those bunch of students are a pain in the bum. Pls click here and you'll understand how much hatred we have in that skool. Not that it's any of my business now but I think we are the only skool account in frenster that's all dissing and no praising. L0000L! Click it and I'll promise you that you'll have a laugh. Smsyhu is the only skool who has students speaking in a combination of kedayan + english, which is now officially called Keylish! A wreck but originally cool. Btw, if you wondering.. the likes of my cousins and I were pratically born into that skool. Bwhahaa.

Anyways, a few days ago I got bored shitless so I decided to look up frens of mine from BSM in Oman. I only succeeded on finding ONE. Impressively he was (or still is) a captain of some random major rugby team in Ireland.. He was such a cutie back in primary and early years of secondary lol. He's half arabic and half irish. Hopefully he's still cute. Bwhahah.

Sian c nic kana ucap buat bf. Hugs. Beat up whoever made that rumour. Btw if I were you, I'd seriously deal and swear to that lil fag you had a convo with. Stupid fucking fuck. Lol. Inda tau the difference between a statement and a question. You know I love you bulu. If you do ever think of making a bf video, tell me okay. I want to be the first one to liat. HAHAHA.

I'm off. =) Sab bekhr.

the fuckken hearsay.

2005-05-19T13:11:00.000+04:30

And yes. don't you fucking hate hearsays?
Here's a good fucking example of my experience tonight.

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
eh sial

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
PERNAH KO LIAT BLUEFILM KU KAN

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
jan ko PANDAI2 ucap2 aku mun kalau ko nda pernah

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
because i don't fucking remember fucking infront of camera.

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
eh fuckface you come back and tell me

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
well bitch, i'm waiting for an explaination.

infused.silence says:
hey

infused.silence says:
i didnt accuse u of that

infused.silence says:
i just heard abt it

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
YANG KO CAKAP PERNAH, DOESN"T THAT say it all already

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
isn't that already a SOLID ANSWER

infused.silence says:
i heard it last yr

infused.silence says:
i was just agreeing with sum1 tdi.. coz i heard.. i didnt noe its true or not

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
NO

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
he asked you flying fuck

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
don't lie to me

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
i saw the fucking log

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
and you made it sure by saying pernah

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
you son of a fucking whore

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
who the fuck do you think you are saying shit like that

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
shit that you havent even seen

infused.silence says:
he didnt ask me anything

infused.silence says:
sum1 sed it in the channel

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
oh for fucks sake

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
HE asked.

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
you said

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
HE ASKED

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
ko bukannya stupid kan i mean im sure you know the fucking difference between ask and question RIGHT/

infused.silence says:
wait lemme jus chek

infused.silence says:
ok.. honestly.. i thot he was tryin 2 make sure

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
[14:25:35] <+Helper`> ia pernah buat blue film ka
[14:26:04]<+_0r4cl3> awu pernah

infused.silence says:
coz i heard it from like a few ppl in MD last yr

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
oh yeah. have they even seen it/

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
why dont you fucking ask them that

infused.silence says:
i asked.. and they sed not yet

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
why has fucking everything got to be hearsay/

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
eh if they said NOT YET don't you fucking think you should use that shit brain of yours and maybe watch it first instead of sayng pernah macam ko pernah liat BF ku

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
huh

infused.silence says:
ok im terribly sorry..

infused.silence says:
i shuldnt hav

mnbvcxsw vg67ujklp[';,mnbgfres says:
what the fuck do you think i am/ some fucking TV whore/ apology not accepted. it's because of people like you my reputation is at risk. why cant you fucking think of MY future/ what happens if i am never to be able to get a job with MY OWN personal potential or if they wouldn't hire me because of people like you saying shit about me/ think of that. i fucking have feelings too. good bye.

sigh. the rumors of me and my girlfriends back at home always the same old shit. pretty used to it now. lmfao. i guess we always looked like a cheeky heap. i may have been a tad bit cheeky when i was younger, but hell i know i don't fuck aroud, even if i do, i take my fucks seriously. but really, not on camera for all to see. LOL!

nonetheless people, i hope you don't say shit about a person and say it's true just because your mate said so.

and i'm out.

p/s bulu,
i hate sexual harrassments. I could remember this one time this old fucking fart was tryna kiss and grope me in the lift. i felt insulted. he was mom's friend who was meant to be some imam or someshit, what a son of a ho. NOT MY FAULT, i wasn't even cheeky with the old freak. GRRR!
See bulu, i guess we are so daymn attractive. HAHAHAHA.

mIRC

2005-05-17T06:03:00.000+04:30

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if anyone sees me on mIRC, pls tagur me bhwahbhawhahbha!

so okay. i had a pretty bad week last week. got sexually harassed and got a freaky guy smhow staring at me. firstly, being mildly sexually harassed isn't a funny matter. some ppl think it's funny but i think it's freaky. once it happens to you, you dont know what the fuck to do. i never want to experience that ever again. jauh palis. nauzubillahiminazalik. man i jst hope God loves me and does smthing to him. bwhahahah. sasak ku. secondly, a few days ago, i had class and my family members forgot to bloody well pick me up. my driver was supposed to pick me up but he did something else instead .. at that time, my parents went out for a jog but luckily they came home early, noticed i wasn't home yet and straight away went to pick me up. anyways, while waiting for them, i spent half an hr waiting in front of the uni and i had this guy who kept looking at me walking back and forth in front of me. and i got freaked out so i moved up the road. he stayed at one end of the pavement and kept looking at me. i was nearly in tears lol. becos my place atu sunyi already bah. paloi eh. ahahha.

I seriously need to study cos i haven't. AHAHAHHA. =xxxxxxxxxxxx

ok i sleep now. MWAHS!

hahahaaaaaarrrrgghhh

2005-05-14T14:25:00.000+04:30

hello my children.
guess who got a B- in her critique? yes it's nicola the great.
trying to cross credit my ass into the university of canterbury. pray for me e e e e e e e e herpiessssssssssssssssss. fanx. xoxoxo
RAA! yes okay it's period week and i'm as pissy as a drunk skank down the road looking for a fight.

i'm as broke as a mofo and im going out to buy myself one of those budgeting people.
and yo hey feefee la bulu, eheh. how do i insert a picture again? ehehehehe :$

and dear bulu, i honestly think the layout is VERY unattractive. if you made it yourself i think it's gorgeous okay. you know i love you yes. fish eggs are yucky there';s this story i heard where one lady ate fresh fish eggs and she gave birth to wee tadpole fishes that are now swimming in her stomach! eww! /me dies.
heard it on the CNZ okay. i'm not lying.

well if anyone farts around IRC please let's all say hi to my kaling friend ruud,

RuuD is ~RuuD@RuuD.users.undernet.org * RuuD
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and if anyone wants to bitch with me;

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HAH shit im bored
yes, nuff sed

Tired.

2005-05-11T20:25:00.000+04:30

I have a major exam next week and I seriously need to bloody well revised. And i still need to sort out this letter of recognition.. but the head of the english department wasn't in skool today. I just dont get the system here lol and i wont be bothered to criticise.. and not wanting to go to jail plays a factor too lol.

I still haven't finished d/ling the program, so nena.. sorry. And i need to do one more. =/

I am really tired. Tdur ku hehe. Mwahugs. Krg ku sambung. <333

P.S. TAG PLSSSSS!

Busy bee!

2005-05-09T02:33:00.000+04:30

I'll properly post this weekend, and make a bloody decent enough layout.. once i sort everything out. Wait I can prolly do that now. Layout I mean. Jst go to blogskins! YAY! hahaha! I don't have time to make on atm but Im bored of this RBA theme skin. Can't make one anyways cos my program is currently out of order. Not to mention exams, exams and MORE exams. I know for certain that ppl in uni are now having their final exams. Good luck to all of you =) I have so much things to do in less than a month, which includes my (it's not ME HAVING PPL! IT'S MY HAVING! hahahaa. Man learning english is jst so boring i nearly fell asleep earlier on HAHAHAH) having to sort out a letter for my uni too. Bloody fucked i tell you.

Nena, i am so sorry. I am nearly nearly SO done with ur pic but then guess what? The trial period of my psp program ran out and i need to d/l it AGAIN. Sasak ku lol. I jst need to colour your hair, and other little features. So I'll try to sort a.s.a.p orite? The thing is it takes eons and eons to d/l a program becos the connection here is really really crap.

I am supposed to sleep as I have class later on in the morning. I haven't slept much the past 2 days becos of... um a paranormal thing. Max. is prolly 4 hours. ahha. It has got me paranoid ='( the silly thing. Go away boohoo.

Did i tell u im obsessed with Omarion? HAhaha. Wait, of course, i'm obsessed with the hubs (jgn tell izzy nic HAHA. kidding =p) and he overcomes any guy at all but Omarion, he's quite orite. No, he isn't EXACTLY good looking but he has a certain appeal, as I said last time.

Mally, i've missed you too syg. I shud really jst nudge u if I see you online and we can goss goss orite? =)

where's the drive, baybee!

2005-05-06T11:26:00.000+04:30

sup hip hoppiessssssssss.
bet yous were just sheeting your pantsies waiting on me to blog. ahh the love. well girlies. i've just finished my portfolio like 2 days early oh my god unbelieveable. what a drive.

speaking of drive. my mate's just got spinners on his megs few days ago. they look .....pimpin? the word please people. i'll stick with pimpin. he's got his car looking all pretty but here's the stupid catch. he's too afraid to give it up over 140km/h. whats with the rush people get just by making a car look pretty? fast cars slow = not sexy.

when i grow up i will buy a hippie van and draw flowers onnit. flower power baby.

euthanasia is evil. all who do euthanasia will go to HELL.
right kakak bulu ulu. awu ja. huhuhahaha.

Iklan RBA?

2005-05-05T20:41:00.000+04:30

my face is on fire. i am using some sort of home remedy to sort me face out yeh. and it says for me to use um, grinded cinnamon yeh. SHIT MAN. it hurts like HELL. ahhahahaa. SAKIT HANTAPPPPPPPPP. ahhaha. burning feeling. uiwgeaiuera. but it works tho :D NO pain NO gain baby!

anyways, lol atul, lol iklan rba nyamo? ahhaha. memalukan eh! hahaha. well rba needs to give me a bit of their profit then cos im promoting them ahahhaha. =xxxxxxxx

nena, i did. i deleted it. hahaha. so yeh. i tend to make a new one everytime i want to test out a new layout and then, delete it afterwards bhwah. =x

i have not much work to do this week. wahey. and i hope i can go back by next month, mid the latest. im tired of iran. sighs.

New layout.

2005-05-04T00:34:00.000+04:30

I am not sure if everyone can see the font. And if my layout is crap.. well fuck you. ahhaha. I don't have the time to make a new one. I had to get rid of the previous one as it was jst fucked on i.e.

I'm off to sleep. Laters. <3 x

P.S. Linked Nena.

Bloody hell, it's may.

2005-05-03T06:43:00.000+04:30

It's may baby! It's mayyyyyyy! my niece is coming 3 this month. fuck she's growing so fast. and im getting older. boohoo.

i've added new links. Yez, Chkno and Nicole. Pls do stop over and give them some loving. =)

ppl have stopped tagging again. lol. HI TO ALL THE PPL WHO TAGGED LAST TIME. THANK YOU. LOL. TAG AGAIN PLS! LOL. okay, i know sometimes my tagboard sucks ass so much but if one day, it does work miraculously, pls use this advantage to bloody flood my shotubox. spam if u like! but not too much =x

i think i will change the layout as this layout kinda looks fucked on i.e. but on mozilla it's fine. i have no clue why and i can't be arsed to find out. it'd be easier to jst make a new one.

so anyways, i'm off. ive been knackered. like really knackered so i haven't got much to say. =D

bulu, pls tell us about ur bending spoon/drugs party =p

Aaaaaaaaah!

2005-04-30T01:47:00.000+04:30

I'm Tryna - Omarion

I triggered my allergies again cos last nite i went out with the fam' and i ate this river trout fish or summat and TA-DA. I HAVE BLOODY RED SPOTS ON MY FACE. =) And my allergy pills are running out. I need to get it from me mum's fren soon.

I felt vain last nite and my brother took a pic this pic of me. You could seriously see the fakeness of my smile non?

I need to get started with the drawings and I need to do one more essay. I still haven't prepared my speech but I'll do that next week.

My poor baby's tucked in bed cos he's ill. =(( I love you syg.

Marv, feckin hell. Get yer ass in here and bloody well blog. You will get lots of girlfans. I promise. BWHAHAHA.

Nic, i need your cousin's nicole's url. Thank you. You suck eggs btw.

I'm currently obsessed with Omarion, I have no idea why. I don't think he's good looking at all but there's something abt him that appeals me. =//

nicola for president 2006

2005-04-28T18:59:00.000+04:30

hello my pretties.
late blogging due to the inconveniences of univeristy research.
studying is an inconvenience. got a universe of a theory research with a holy rolling deadline. 3days to start and complete. may god save the queen *me obviously*. eheh ;)
why must you need a diploma or higher to be declared smart or bright or whatever it is the nerds call themselves. dam hippie geeks.
why can't i just work as president with a yr13 graduate certificate applying all the common sense i have to run my country? why? why? whyyy?

nicola for president 2006. please vote.

hey i see no one leaves comments for me under my previous posts. :'(
fine you dam hoers. fine. smoke some crack. drop then have a seizure. rahahaa jk(L)

buluu buluuuuuu buluuuuuuuuuuu the bulu naga has got smelly feet.
dear bulu, baik ko cukur MISAI MU PLS. PLSSS. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH love u bebeh.

by the way. bulu you know you have the kutu. the king kutu *kutuman himself* and queen kutu *feefy the bulu naga leader* and your nation of kutus. YOU LOVE IT! awu ja. don;t deny. you;re just lying to yourself bah. you see im such a good friend. i'm trying to help you discover your real self. yes bulu, have faith in yourself,
have ...."THE KUTU PRIDE!" hauhauhaahaha "KUTU BBBBBBOLEH!"

so dump the kutus and vote nicola for president 2006.
only cos ..."you know you want to."

big ass mosquitos.

2005-04-26T02:40:00.000+04:30

Nine Days - Absolutely (story of a girl)

fuck, yesterday was hot. and i have so much shit work to do. 2 essays. abt sagillion hmwrk. a mid term exam (yes ive only been in skool for 2 weeks and ta-da midterms for me!) in 2 classes all within next week! yay! um what else. oh yes, a speech and i still don't know what to talk about. oh how great. bwhahhaa. oh and i have 2 drawings to do. damn i seriously need to do it over the weekend.

i was having a fag outside me window yeh and then all these big ass mosquitos started coming in and sucking the life out of me. woahaha. exaggeration. cmon you women (only female mozzys drink our blood .. did u know that? lol. my site is so very informative u know. where can u find a site that tells you abt an artificial pussehs? *see previous entries. i mentioned abt it smwhere.* feefee la bush if u pls ~ ) SUCCCCK ME BLOOD! baie wah. ive been scratching everywhere. *scratches bum* ive been polluting the ozone layer with my trusty spray shit (and killing myself with the crap) and funnily enough, it doesn't work. the mozzys are smhow still alive. and the windows are all shut now! ewoiarjowire.

i see my site counter and i guess some ppl regularly (and are bothered. lol. mwwahs. thank u. i love yew tehee!) go into my site and thank u so much for wanting to read our useless rants but i mean, PLS DO TAG! I IZ LIKE PPL TAGGING! lol. bwhhaa. thank u. i would really appreciate it.

2 days ago, nic and i were forcing =x marvin to bloody well start blogging but he said he's busy. he'll say he'll write summit if he has the time. nada tu nyamo~ cuba dih nic. use ur charms. strip or summat for him so ia blog lol. ko lawa ah. aku inda lawa. pls ah nic. okay buluh i loveh yew! btw i like that pic of you and your boyfie with the cam thing. lol kinda reminds me of izzeh and i. hahaha. we're both sad =(

i have no classes in uni toms but i have stats tmrw. more spits by the dr. waaaaahey!

bulu bulu bulu BUGIS FROM JABAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG is trying to find ppl to comb her armpit hair. she is growing it out so she can have kutus or any sorts of barely visible insects things living in it. =) she's very kind to insects. she keeps a jar of grasshoppers and feeds them everyday. =)

profile baby baby woo yea

2005-04-22T14:53:00.000+04:30

Kia orah all.
as you can see i've got a very GAY profile hauahahha.
suggestions and comments are very welcomed. SO DO IT BEEYATTTCCHCHHHHHHCHHCHHCHCHHCHCHChhh. love yous. eheheh.

i'm feeling so very very homesick without the nagas coming to disturb me and trying to steal my panties and things. SIGH. no bulu nagas :'( i could always remember them leaving a trademark here and there using their spunk HAHHAHAHAHAHA. i think it's like theis territorial thing *y'know like the dogs leaving their peepee here and there so every other dog knows that thespot is taken.* agaahaha ...disgusting ah/ahahha jk feefer LAV U.

allright kiddies o0ga wooga bing bang have a gang bang.
bye.

The Last Goodbye.

2005-04-22T14:40:00.000+04:30

Pete Murray - So Beautiful

Went into her site but the shoutbox didn't work. Not much of a surprise really knowing how shitty shoutbox sometimes is (hence why i have the comment box). Hey, if you're reading this babes well I wanted to tell you that I wanted to link you but etc etc. So yeh, tell me if it's okay to link either thru my comment box or my shout box (if it works).. Btw, ppl, lol, you should go into her site. She's tres hot. lol. AND she writes far much more useful stuffs than we (as in nic and i) do. bhwahhaa.

As you can see, I've filled in Nicola's profile. It's completely lacking of information becos I did it. HhahahHAHA. She asked me to do it =/

I wanted to change the layout but i really can't be arsed. See lah later. I have 2 more drawings to do.. one of them is of nenen's.. sorry nen, i honestly haven't started on your drawing yet. kaka minta ampun. bhwhaah. I've seriously been knackered. Ive got stats tmrw and so I need to do my homework! WAHEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! More grateful spits from the lecturer. LOL.

"Good *spits - lands on my arm* work Ili!" *spits - lands on my left cheek*

ohh, now i think i know what triggered my allergies. eeer.

Hm. You know what's ironic? I still think it's very ironic how i ended up in the english department (i was never into this english thing) and spent my whole bloody life being a science student. Oh what a bloody waste. BHWHAHAHA. I dont think being a psychologist would suit me anyways but then hving experienced being one for a year has its advantages. In my case, it's to manipulate the BULU BUGIS! *applauses* I lub you nic and no i will never change, just for you baby. LOL. Did i tell you i was doing a course to being a nutritionist then changed into a psychologist? I'm hell indecisive i tell u! lol.

My brother (the vain one) is taking pics of himself with my fone atm. Ntam. Dari di mlm bah. Nenen, c wardi bah. lol.

Btw, i recommend you guys to be regular readers of Atul. Because she always has something to write (or rather type) down and it's never boring =))) She's bloody cute as well! hwahahha. My teacher! *salutes* and prolly soon to be senior. bwhaha. NOT FAIR TUL! hahaha.

Nic just made a discovery what "feefee la bush" is .. I found out 2 years ago. Pls google "feefee la bush" then you'll get what i mean. =x

Stoners' day?

2005-04-21T01:44:00.000+04:30

Ngalih ku. For the 2nd time i fell asleep while talking to the hubs. But he left me a lil msgs on msn hehehe <3! So cute. God, seriously, the past 2 weeks I've been bloody unbelieveably knackered. I guess cos I haven't been really using much energy til everything started.

Wtf nic, nada ku pernah st0ned. baik kali aku anie ah. KO YANG TU HAHAHAHA. =x Besides, if aku stoned, I wouldn't be bothered to go out and shit. Cos I have the food ready next to me when I have the munchies. BUT that was a very long time ago. I've been clean from everything in eons. *coughs* HONESTLY.

Nic, I need your profile to put on the right side of the site ah. Nudge me on msn when you're done.

Man, I was looking thru UBD's requirements to get in, and as per usual the minimum requirement to go in is a tad (just a tad) higher compared to other countries. Well some courses lah. LOL, doesn't help much the fact that we've only got one bloody university.

hippies dae

2005-04-20T20:06:00.000+04:30

wazzzzzzaaaaaaaaaaaa hebrews.
i have decided that today is stoners day today and it should be a public holiday for all to enjoy their hippie time ...stoned as a mofo down the streets looking fo a good time.
HEIL STONAS. feefee smokes pot. did ane of you kno?
i remember this one time i heard her one of her geng cerita about her...
"waOO one time boss was trippin out so hard out sheh was asking that old ugly wrinky man the one with saggy skin to marry her. " -a quote from buttbutt

huhauhuaha.har har har. jan marah fee. your nagas still love you. fo sho baby!
nena is a jap wanna be that supports indonesia. her fave quote is "INDONESIA BOLEH BAYBEE!"

ahuahauhaua out.

I am fecking tired.

2005-04-19T16:18:00.000+04:30

1st week of a skool, and I have zillions of hmwrk piled up, mid terms exams are either on next week or the week after. I am due to organise to do a speech a week or so from now. ah. what else. Oh yes, finish a whole textbook by myself. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH UNI IS GREAT. fuckers. lol. NGALIH KU WAH. I forgot how tiring uni is. *snores* Btw, i have to catch up sooooo much becos I started with the 2nd term rather than the 1st term. Don't ask me why.

I have stats later on and I dont have the bloody energy to bloody well do my hmwrk. HAHAH. =( help me pls.

I think I remember saying a few weeks ago, that my skin is fucked? Well then I found out it was my allergies acting up. Seriously, I'm still not sure what triggers it but something like this happened 4 years ago, while I was still in brunei. Form 5 I reckon. Anyways, what triggered that time was me jogging thru Bukit Shahbandar and ntah ah, plants and sweat or soemthing lol. From then on I wasn't allowed to sweat ..excessively. Bulu, I know what you want to ask and the answer is, DON'T ASK =P HEHEHEH.

Ssssssssssssssssssso anyways, atm I'm trying to refrain myself from scratching bloody everywhere. JRWOI AHORHW A! CALAMINE LOTION AND DROWSY PILLS! BRING IT ON BABY!

Oh guess what, my hub's exgf is going out with my ex's (urgh, i wouldn't want to think so but there u go) ex's(i love her<3) bf. :| COMPLICATED ? =) I know. C'est la vie. Very ironic.

2005. The twenties.

2005-04-17T18:18:00.000+04:30

I know. Everyone changes. No doubt about that little fucker called change.

It's like hitting the menopause behavior change at 19. Fuck that.
I've never expected any of my friends to change. I never wanted them to. Onna my bestest hoes called today. He's only 21. He's getting married. Another, an attitude adjustment. Walkn around and dressed all decent and SHIT. Sigh. Never in the world i thought that change might happen to these hippie mongrels. I thought they loved themsevles for who they are. They were happy fuckers.

Changes do happen. Might it be good or bad, I'm afraid of it, no doubt.
Who wouldn't?

I'll change. What is there to change?
I'll change my fucking clothes.
This is insane. I need a cigarette.

p.s. UUUUUUUUUUUULU NAGA! don;t change =x you know you love me too much not to. XD &y0 mimiiiiiii! that's the cheap h0e. YEAMMMAAAAN! *hi5 biatch!* you iz ma hiro.

LALA.

2005-04-16T16:47:00.000+04:30

Tmrw i have uni in the evening. Boo-hoo. I hate fresh starts. ahhaha. So okay. Hi elmi. I love u too. Hi lina! Mwahs lai!

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/17250912/ <-- pls click here. I'm proud of this drawing. Hehehe.

Bah. i need to do work. I have stats later on. Bitch of a doctor i tell u!

btw, HIIIIII ATUL! haehehehh! I hope ur seminar went well.

Obsession.

2005-04-14T17:32:00.000+04:30

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. sorry. I had to laugh due to the previous post made by nic. well, i think most of us been thru that. us girls i mean. but funnily enough, we got bitched by the same girl. heh, isn't that ironic?

well to the supposedly-bitch, "hi =) i pray that you have a good life with good everythings cos u bloody need it"

i dont even think it's even my business anymore. bwhahaha!

so anyways, yes, im obsessed with my dA site. hence, the title of this post. ahha. i've got a couple of drawings to do but im planning to do them with vectors and not pixel art. ahh im all excited. lol sad fag i am.

oh yes, i started uni yesterday. and it was fucking scary ahhaa. cos iran universities never really had asians entering their uni. i was asked SO SO SO SO MANY QUESTIONS BHWHAA. god it was freaky. next class is on a sunday so wish me luck =/

bah i need to go and take a shower now. i iz stinking.

*hails bulu* HI BULU =D

whorey chicks ...make me itch

2005-04-12T14:49:00.000+04:30

sup hippies. this one's for R ;)

here's the question. should you trust a great girlfriend?

lemme introduce you a girl named D. D i thought unlike other many whores, is cool. until recently. it's a 2nd hand story but it gives a fair enough picture. D's been the great pretender of being a cover up of a loving bestfriend to R. for more than 5 years.
It's unfortunate that she was caught red handed
- giving herself away to R's men.
- given a label in that she is worth no more than 20cents to stress a point and decline sex with her.*raaahahahahahahahahah! talk about humiliation.*
- bitchin about her bestest girlfriends making them look shit and her, a cool fucking hero.
- FORCING SEX ON A MAN lol. now. how sad is that?
and i hear that little whore bitches about me too.lol * i'v been nothing but a girlfriend to her. :'( sniff*

Why would a great girlfriend want to do that?
many suggest that she wants to be cool and famous. others say she just wants to level up/be like to R. some just say that she's sexually maybe just depressed or truly hates R. what is it? maybe it's just in her true nature to be a real prostitute? maybe she thinks acting all whorey and bitchy is oh so cool? HAHAHHAHA HAH HA A HA HA HA AH AHAAHHAAH AHAHHHH
but. why risk the deterioration of a friendship which all girls need, another girlfriend? to all the whorey chicks that are/like the above, i suggest you get a fucking life or if you find it that hard, change your name, put on that superficial face of yours caked on with lipstick, mascara and the works and frolick the streets of limbang, miri who knows maybe even K.L yo! *thas only if i think you've got class HHAHAHAAHAHAH.* HAHAHAHAH good fucking luck.

In O tolerance to D's behaviour and respect to her humiliation...i will reveal her name if asked for as i have got ...angry rights from R. :D

scratching your balls in curiosity?
don't be shy. ask me.

SMILE! =D

2005-04-11T02:20:00.000+04:30

LOL! yeh. we ex psychologist are good at manipulating bugis ppl =) eh nic, you want me to do a pic of you? bayar ah. jgn ko inda bayar. lol! give me a clear picture of urself ah next time u see me online.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my room's a mess. fucking cramped with all the bags. getting ready to pacl and my clothes are on my bed. it was neatly, well okay no, it wasn't neat on my bed but my bed looks more of a havoc now then before.. i seriously need to clean my room. bloody well messy.

nena <3 x mwahs! your sister is REALLY gay. SEE? NIC! LIAT TU. you are gay. you fancy me not the other way arnd. even ur sista says so! nens, smile for me baby! smile! bhwhaha.

PLS GO TO MY GALLERY AH AND THEN I DO DRAWINGS FOR PPL ALSO. TAPI I CHARGE. $5 per pic but i give discount lah now. $2. but only for a limited time! =x HEHEHE.

i only had 4 hrs sleep before i woke up to go to my supposedly uni and guess what, inda jadi wah. how bloody gay is that? i haveta wait for a confirmation from the directors to put me ahead, into 2nd term. but blah blah. they are busy and such. so dad's going to the uni later on today and will ask about it. if it's a greenlight then i'll prolly go to uni toms .. and if not, then try and try again to get their bloody attention. lol.

bah i go now. im not even sleepy. lol my sleeping system is fucked.

<3 x

HAndbags or gladrags?

2005-04-10T12:03:00.000+04:30

just cos feef used to take psychology does mean she knoes hoeta pretend that she's the victim instead of the one true victim, me. :D

i miss home. i'm so homesick. don't you just hate it when one of your cute as mates surprises you with "hey i've got the hots for you." fuck that just really gets to me. what does he expect me to do? leave my significant other? well fuck that. i ain't. well. i'm never ever leaving my house again. i'm never ever gonna see him again. even if its gon make me not see my other friends. yea well that;s gay cos he's cute and i'd feel so dead guilty if i ever cheated on my man. i think im gonna join the church group tomorrow and be a groupie.

hAD helpdesk training the other day and someone called, "hi there can i speak to vagina please?" HAHAHAHAH i just couldn't stop laughing cos i swear the guy on the other end of the line is from the psychiatric clinic just a few blocks down from us. he sounded real reatrded and horny yet, funny. bet you it's one of feef's crazy gang members trying to score my panties.

got a learning test tomorrow. gay.
people are not supposed to be studying learning.
but instead let learning study them. wtf yo.

period pains do affect critical thinking. very gladrag.and i'm out.

I am a deviant. w00t!

2005-04-09T06:07:00.000+04:30

Nic0la, what are you talking about? =O I am malay. Not dusun. *coughs* nor iban *coughs* Eh payah jua org bugis anie =( I know you want me. Since when did i sniff your underwear? Isn't that you? lol. Nic nic. I know you want me orite. Don't turn things around la. Don't be shy bah. LOL. Mwahugs Nic.

I'm stuffed. I jst had my VERY LATE DINNER an hr ago. Was very very HUNGRY. So i decided to foolishly ate very quickly in big takes. Now me tums is practically not doing me any favours at all.

Me youngest brother is snoring on me bed. LOL. Bless him. I better put the night light on.

Laters kids.

Oh, a favour to the people I drew cartoons of. Pls can you send them to my email. Either the msn one or the hotmail.co.uk. Thanx a lot! Your help is much appreciated. <3 x

Watch me here!!

the real man.

2005-04-08T01:29:00.000+04:30

bing bang wooo raaa/
fee can you pls shave some hair off on webcam for me?
it'll be like national geographic sheep shearing. GAHHAHA

ayt now it's my turn to introduce you the real feefee. She's from the jungle next to my house back at home. i secretly know that she pervs at me when i change my clothes. i know she steals my panties too. she sniffs it when she misses me. XD
she's got a nation of nagas. that's what her gang is called. the nagas. they're all like hairy people. feefy and her geng are like my bodyguards y'know. they use funky mud make-up too. it's in their culture that their ugly faces scare the evil away. but i think naturally that their faces are already scarry anyway. so they do their rituals running like crazy drunken hippies round and round my home just to protect my family and i. aww.
isn't that cuuuuuuuuuuteeeeeeeeeeeeee? :D

FACT: the 'NAGAS' have 5 strands of hair that can pass as pubes out of one single pore. yeah and have you seen their hairdos yet? they leave it flying around like a wild forest as it is in their culture too. the big K breeds in there somewhere in the heart of feef's hairy arms.

k pride pls feee. HAHAHA.

p.s feefee is not dusun. she;s iban.

ahem.

2005-04-07T15:40:00.000+04:30

i enrolled in my uni today. and im doing um english. LOL. sighs. long story. but anyways, i think i'll change my course in brunei. god, you know, im supposed to be finishing uni next year and man look at me, im back at first year bhwhaa. im indecisive =p so shoot me.

i am sleepy. i had only about 4 hrs of sleep then i got woken up to go and enroll. i guess i'll be starting this sunday. my classes are all in the afternoon. =D i iz lazy to wake up early non?

so um. im off. i'll update more later. the hubs is off with his fren and the fren's gf to the arcade in the city .. so yeh. meanwhile i'm getting well deserved forty winks.

<3x

my him, so cute and i love him. =)

another him, such an ass.

P.S. Can anyone tell me where i can find good firefox themes? Ta much =)))

P.S.S Dad's birthday is on the 10th. =D

P.S.S.S. BULUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU NICOLAAAAAAA! YOU KNOW YOU WANT ME =x

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

2005-04-06T19:12:00.000+04:30

Jennifer Lopez feat. Fat Joe - Hold You Down

baru sekali wah c nicola posting. bnyk tia bah betanya. NICOLA is this hot chick tapi ia weird lah sikit. we both have the same way thinking but she's wackier. i salute you babe. mwahs! bwhahahhAHHHAHAHA!!

let me introduce to you who nicola is. she's one of the ppl who blogs in this blog now. *coughs* ahem. this is a lil bit abt her... from her old ex lovah back in kpg jabang..

"nicola is from jabang. she has fur all over her body. no. not hair. that's an understatement. she shaves like hitler. she's currently in NZ but then she whatever the case is, her bugis frens still comes over her. she showers in mud and likes girls. i can go on for hours but then i'll leave it up to you guys to find out abt her. and um, she thinks she's a god. lol. she IS. goddess of the bugis. =)

Love always,
Your bugis partner, Bombom

P.S. I miss playing with your hairy legs. nebe forget my bulu ok? keep it under ur pillow all the time."

I LUB YOU BULU =)

my desktop now.

niga hoe; i'm so cool and you knoe it

2005-04-06T15:45:00.000+04:30

Todae is my first day of blogging. What is blogging? :\ Why do people blog?
My name is Nicola and my blog aim is to take the piss outta the Feefer as she is a leader of a wee nation with 4 HAIRY legs, possibly 2 antennas and viscious teeth.
HAVE THE K PRIDE BABY! HAHHAHA

*HEy freef how do i insert a picture?* HAHAHA (L)

and yes i'm Nicola. I am my own government. I am my own god.
So i'm quitting school to join the circus, just to show-off my talents.

skin.

2005-04-06T06:20:00.000+04:30

Krystal Harris - You're The Reason

my desktop. it's not as WOW as it looks but it does make XP look better. I'll browse for other things later on. it just turned 6 in the morning and man, this is so gonna make my face worse. i haven't been sleeping much. =((((( i took a shower half an hr ago. i felt smelly all over due to this mosquito repellent thingy-bob. nto to mention itchy due to the mozzy bites. THEY ARE EVIL I TELL YOU! EVIL LIL THINGMAJIGS! lol.

=)) okay im off to read my book now and try to go to sleep. <3 x

Check out www.deviantART.com. Love the site.

P.S. "BLOCKED" =))

hehe.

2005-04-06T01:30:00.000+04:30

Nena. lol. i told u, I jst made a few changes but ta anyways. Ahh and this for you.. =)) tee-hee! http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=17505812 btw, IF U GUYS WANT ANY GOOD LAYOUT, ASK NENA. Hehe.

Smone hacked my email account last night. I kept signing out from my msn and no it wasn't my bf cos he doesn't know my password. Ah well. Sorted it out though. =) There isn't anything much in my account but I'm flattered that people would want to go into my email and read all the junk mails i get. Heh. Btw, fuck you. =) I don't like you either.

I think I'm going to uni (perhaps heh) in a few days so wish me luck. I started stats again today and thank god, I still remembered the formulas. Hahaha. I am getting pretty okay with stats but we'll see how it goes in a month or so. And I did mention i was prolly going to start in UBD, yes?

I have gotten a certain liking of skinning my windows now. I started out with skinning my msn. Then now the whole windows xp. lol. You might never know I might start designing XP themes. Hahaha.

Frenster has this weird horoscope thing and this what it says for my 'joint hororscope' with my hubs.

You and Izzy are flying high today!
Whatever happens next, you'll both take it in stride, especially if you balance each other out...

I would think that was for yesterday as friendster follows the GMT or summat..

2 members joined. They'll post.. I think. Sooner or later. I think I'll be getting more people to join. It's nice to have a crowd. Or I might just stop blogging.

I'm stuffing myself with junk food today. And the mozzies are bloody flipping everywhere. It's spring and there are already mozzies around. I've got bites all over me body =(( *scratch scratch*

Mally, you're a better layout designer. and Pixie, yes, sad isn't it? Hehe.

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2005-04-04T15:46:00.000+04:30

Hopesfall - Breathe From Coma

WHAT THE HELL WAS I SAYING IN MY LAST POST? LOL! I guess i was already really groggy then. I just woke up a few mins ago. =D and no i dont think i had enough sleep. Slept arnd 6ish in the morning and I kept waking up as well, i have no idea why.

I seriously think I shud do my statistics later on. OHhhhhhh my baby called a few mins ago. =))) Put a smile on my face. Love you baby ~

You know in one of my previous posts I said that my brother was lacking of friends in friendster? WELL NOT ANYMORE! bwhaha. I think he should thank me cos I made his pics for him, hahaha. Airbrushed and all. hahaha.

I was chatting with 2 frens this morning (partly the reason why I slept late), from 2 different parts of the world. One, a b.b.c. (brit born chinese) in Cambridge and my fren's mum, in Cairns, Oz. One a jockey and one a.. mum. hehehe. Bless her <3>Mum and my maid has started packing in the kitchen. Leaving in 2 months =)) I have no idea where I'll continue my studies. UBD perhaps? =/ I would much preferred if I was sent abroad again. Not saying UBD is bad. No no. I just want freedom. HAHAHA. =x Talking about unis, I haven't heard from my uni over here. I'll prolly most likely start later on this week. That is, if I am still going? Heh.

I'm off to grab something to eat now. <3x

Mr ex skool mate, where did you go? heh.

lalala.

2005-04-04T02:16:00.000+04:30

well hello =D currently chatting with bino atm .. trying to help him to get a new skin for msn 7. my skin for msn is black. VELY VELY NICE. =D it looks so neat. ahh ~ additional games. but mind you some of the games doesn't work. bugs i guess.

ah i think for my new layout i'll based it on the colour black. i jst thought it'll be nicer. and more of 'me'.

i haven't done my stats yet. cos i can't be arsed =D anyone who is willing to do it for me, i will send u the questions =D pls tell me. i will gladly send the questions to you. hehe.

hi mr script writer =) i visited the site u 'write' in. =) nice site. merci beaucoup for the compliment. click here to check it out ppl.

bah, i'm gonna go and continue main games with bino. my cousin =x we're bored. lol.

I WONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!! er he wants me to play chess now. LOL i don't know how =(( OKAY WAIT. TETRIS. HEHEHE.

Edit
IT'S QUARTER TO SIX IN THE MORNING AND I HAVEN'T SLEPT. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEP ILI SLEEP! u know what song i'm feeling atm? Destiny's Child - Temptations. lol. What song am I feeling? wtf? LOL! i sound so hip-hoppish. =x no offence to all the hip-hopping-hops-hops out there. i have nothing against u guys. i actually like hip-hop =)))

changed the layout.

2005-04-03T15:26:00.000+04:30

the layout was too urgh so i did a quick one to replace the one before. off to shower now and i have stats to do later =( i can't be arsed. boohoo. x

a bit tired.

2005-04-03T01:23:00.000+04:30

For the past 2 nites ive been out to malaysians diplomats' houses. and I ate so so much of good, solid, excellent, spicy malay food. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Not saying mum doesn't cook good food but you know many varieties to pick from. Ahh bless you food!

Leen has a new blog add. Pls give her some love by clicking here. =D She's hot btw. HEHE.

Umee has such a sexy haircut that i'm jealous. Very 'scene'(as what she calls it)-like. and btw if u are reading this mee, aku ckp sama ko arah msn tapi inda mau masuk. Angin bah msn anie. Flipping gay i tell u.

Btw, this new layout i call it "messy" lol. cos it's jst pure boredom put together. and voila, you get a incredibly messy layout. lol. Bida wah colournya ah. How come it looks so good in psp? lol. Ah well. Besok besok tukar lah.

I wanna go watch a new movie called "Sin City". The graphic novel idea of a movie i think looks really wicked.

Okay I think I'll go watch a movie now. =))

Before I forget, I'd like to give my condolences to all catholics, for the death of Pope John Paul II.

i need marl reds cos i'm talking POQWRUWOPJrioj!

2005-03-31T15:46:00.000+04:30

the ex school mate person is definitely revving up the curiousity in me. seriously mate, either you're pulling me leg or summat. No one knows i even exist in that skool. =x I think. GTAU SAJA WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ARE YOU A GUY OR A GIRL? MUN GIRL COOL TU EH. HAHAHA. =x sorry. im really not a lesbo or bi or closet bi. BANAR WAH. YES UMMEEEE BANAR WAH. =( btw umee, i presumed you've got a new haircut now so u better show it me once you can. thank yew. i love you. anyways back to u my dear ex skool mate, if you looked for me near and far for the past 4 years (it's been that long omfg.) well you shud've gotten a bit of something cos i haven't been anywhere much besides from being in london. i just left last summer so nearly a year ago lahhhhhhhhhhh and etc etc. heoirhaweri. =D incohorent gibberish. inda ku tau apa kan ku ckp kan lagi. and yes, awu mun wais kedayan anie wais jua =x not pure but dad's pure so yeh lol. the dad's side is always kuat-er than the mum's side kan? mum's belait and my belait is CRAP. lol. i know only basics and the rest of my other mixes lol, inda ku tau langsung. chinese and dusun. NONE AT ALL. =D what am i talking about? im sleepy bah nie. =(

U know what I've noticed? That hindi is similar to persian .. Without the use of curling up your tongue as much, then yeh, you can call it farsi. The numbers are the same and some of the words as well like, "khodhahafez" (goodbye)..

i did an iq test. lol. i did it for 2 times (first time i did when i jst woke up and got 117 bwhwhaha but i still got the same results =D) cos i wanted to really understand it and i got..

Congratulations, Feefy!
Your IQ score is 124

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Insightful Linguist. This means you are highly intelligent and have the natural fluency of a writer and the visual and spatial strengths of an artist. Those skills contribute to your creative and expressive mind. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

Okay, not high nor low so i'm okay. good enough for me. bhwaha. i still think it's a tad ironic the fact that im becoming somewhat a linguist and spent sagillion years (exaggeration but let it be) trying to understand flipping science and maths bhwaha. thinking about it makes me ngalih. ahahaha!

so anyways i'm goin now cos i need to take pics of my bro. he's got frenster now and ntah ah. LOL. bless him. he's in my 2nd frenster list. you can find him with the name "wardi". pls do add him becos he is lacking of frens. lol. =x

<33x

P.S. I love my hubby. and i need ubat jerawat 'Oxy'. bejerawat ku sini anie and i can't find oxy anywhere. even in Dubai. =( GWJEROIAHWEOIRHWAEIO. IRAN HAS NO MOISTURE IN ITS FLIPPING WEATHER SO IT MAKES UR SKIN DRY UP SOOOOOOOOO BADLY!

Lalala.

2005-03-29T21:36:00.000+04:30

Sedih ku. 2 months to go and aku still sedih. And I'm feeling very malay btw so mind the constant butting in of malay words. Not that noone understands but ANYWAYS, I'm just posting to reply some of the tags.

Maleeya: boo-hoo lai. =( don't remind me. nearly a year of slacking off has got me brains a bit tad mushy. hahaa. not that bad tho cos i took a persian course and stats as well over the course of the year. so okay, i think i'm a bit ready for it. Besides what's english lit aye? *gulps* HEHEHE. I have a feeling the lecturers will prolly kill me on my overuse of slangs. =/

one4five: oii kak siti ~ bila kita dtg balik ke brunei? =x hehe. sama lah tanie tu. penjeles mati. =x haha.

Nena: Liat your site syg <3 x btw sucking up from you or any of your sisters doesn't work with me. cos i love you guys oredi. =p BWHAHA. Many many loves from kake. eh. why u call me kake? hehe.

Afee: Hi lai. Ta for dropping by. <3 x

Aziz: OMFG HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN BABES? you and i are a bit like chipsmore yeh? skjp ada, skjp nada. haha. i've missed you too. and thank you. go online often bah, so i can chat with u on msn. c aziz anie banar =p

Ex-school mate: Hello you =) LOL! You must be my ex skool mate or something cos u still remember my car. =) I left syhu 4 years ago. BWHAHA. Heck I'm old! I'm good btw. And you ? And thank you for the compliment. It's very flattering. Pls do tell me who you are. Maybe I've seen you around. Or rather, I know you =p

Dee: Hi passerby dee, I am studying in iran. I used to study in london taking psychology but now i moved here and since they are not many courses in english here i had to change my course to english lit. a bit of a drag but the choices were limited. heh, atu in full details. BUT ANYWAYSSSSS, Harbour town is in Australia, somewhere. lol. I dont know where it geographically placed but yeh =) Near Brissy perhaps? or is it in brissy? I seriously have no clue whatsoever, soz many many. =D

Yay!

2005-03-29T02:16:00.000+04:30

Aku inda start this week. Apparently dad said they got the dates wrong. None of the unis nor skools start til next week so YEH. pah. THANK GOD! One and a half week left of lazying around baby! But I think this is for a good cause. I'm so bored out of my wits that i'm doing another layout. I'm so bored. Like entirely bored. I think i typed the word, "bored" one too many but then you guys get me yeh? To all the people who started going back to skool yesterday, hehehe. Belajar tah ~ Jgn ikut aku ~ Aku pemalas ~ HAHAHA. =x But hey, at least I'm cutting it down a bit. I've been a science student since sec. skool now I'm taking eng. lit. Oh how ironic. Ngalih² ku membuat pure maths and etc. Sighs.

ANYWAYSSSSSSSSS, I got to know my hubby's cousin, Celia. She's so so so so so so incredibly unbelieveably nice, such a babe, pretty, funny (i am not sucking up here but im being truthful so =p ) and I even started calling her Kaka. She's over at my babe's place as they all have their half term break now. They are renting a car and going to Harbour Town tom, with my babe's ex skool mate and her bf. Ahhhhhh I wish i was coming along. I need to shop. BHWAHAHA. I told HIM to check me some tribal earrings. I lost all my tribal earrings including my spiral expanders =( The piercing holes where I usually put my expanders have shrunk a bit (they are only about 3-4mm wide. HEHE. I don't want them THAT big) so yeh hopefully he can get me some new ones. Yay!

For some odd reason, I miss the company of a close friend of mine, Koo. =( Him being in NZ makes it rarely for us to chat online and etc. Oh well. Oh if anyone knows him, tell him Kaka Fee says hi. I miss gila-ing with him and all. Ahh well~

Okay, I'm off. Remind me to update my profile and etc. Thank you. <3 x

Morning =)

2005-03-27T03:07:00.000+04:30

So here I am awake at 3 something in the morning, waiting for my sister, mum and dad to come back from Dubai. My room stinks of fags as me driver and I had a few fags in my room. Ahh marl reds ~ <3 Bless you marlboro! Anyways, I have less than a week left before I start back in uni and I am dreading it. What do you expect from a girl who had nearly a year off? =D You know what I also don't like? People who pretend to be so bloody nice to you but to other ppl (including their bfs) they go ya-da-di-da-da crap crap crap about you and you're wondering "what the fuck have i done to you?" But then in front of you they go, "OH I LOVEEEEE YOU. YOU'RE SOOOOOO NICE!" The fuck? Misconceptions about me are pretty common but you know, pls, if you have a problem with me, just confront lah. Don't say this and that arah other people. If I made a mistake with you ah, tell lah. Cos I'm not perfect and I can't figure out some mistakes I've done unless smone points it out. I'm blunt bah and I must admit some people don't like that cos if I dont like something I just say it out. To anyone I've ever offended unintentionally, I am really sorry. I'm not a perfect person. Not lawa, not baik not anything. I'm your typical average next door kinda girl. With a tad of a mischevious side. Oh! also know what I dont like? Gatal girls. Okay okay, I must admit, i get jealous easily and insecurity is one of the probs I have (doesn't much help the fact that I am 4000 miles away from him) but I mean, don't give a flirty msg to a person's bf when you know that he is in a serious relationship. It just doesn't look GOOD. Even if the msg sounds unbelieveably intelligent or something but I'm a girl and hell fuck yeh, I know how a girl thinks. How does, "OOhh I like your idea on this. You sound so smart~~ *teehee*".. *flashes tits behind the guy's back* LOL! It's flirting indirectly! Well I'll be flattered la kalau my hubby kana praise. I mean, who wouldn't aye? Your other half is being praised. But ah, limitation. =) Call it over protective, queen control, penjeles etc etc.. call it whatever you like. I can't help the way I feel and as long as I dont kacau you, you shouldn't kacau me. =D Respect s'il vous plait and I will respect you like a woman to another woman. Thank you. Eseh. lol!

Bah okay, I'm going now. Ngantuk ku. Mwahugs everyone who dropped by and thanx for the layout compliments. ;)

<3 x

i got bored.

2005-03-22T09:50:00.000+04:30

i got bored so i made another layout. smone pls help me? <3 x alum ku betdur dari tadi. =x

Hollies!!!

2005-03-18T13:17:00.000+03:30

Hollies has started for us all.. and believe it or not, for me too. HAHAHA. =p No staaaaaats! YAY! I'm tired of stats. So i have 2 weeks off. Then start back into uni. Dad left for London early in the morn' tadi for his hollies. GRRRR. Lucky man to be able to get out of iran! But then again, i think he deserves the break, he hasn't had a proper hollie since Dec 2003 - Jan 2004 when he came over with me fam' to visit me back in London. =( I miss shopping in London. I need to go shopping again. I think my sister and my mum is going to Dubai later this month but not sure yet if they can get a ticket cos most iranians are off to Dubai. Hollies here are cos of Nuruz. New Iranian year. Anyways. I'm currently making 3 layouts at the moment so busy busy. Still doing the cartoons for people as well.

Might go out with mum later, but it looks like it's gonna piss rain. The weather reminds me of London except here doesn't experience cold gusts, thank god. Let's see loh?

My fucking left side of my face is fucking eworhjoiawrhoawrh 'hancur' HAHAHA! Due to a massive breakout I had a week or so ago cos of pms, as per usual. Stupid hormones. GRrrrr!

Okay I'm off! *salutes*

P.S. Linked an ex skool mate (and i think he's smhow related to me) of mine from primary up to sec., Juudas/Rahimin. Such an adorable sweetheart ;)

Tag Replies

Nacatus: Awu.. Married mcm.. ntah?

Max: Di brunei tah saja aaaaah maximus? Bwhahah!!!

Eno: Doing your layout out now lai and =p di brunei saja tah.. tu sama maximus teehee.

Mally: Thank u =) I miss talking to u and I love u too.

Afee: Lol! U know how i feel like huh? Hehhehee. And thanx lai, I found out how to skin blogs. Bloody way complicated HAHAH. I'll turn to it once I do have the time.

Pixie: Nada kan di buat bah syg! HAHAHA!

Today I got married.

2005-03-13T17:51:00.000+03:30

Today I got married unofficially with the hubs. AHHA. Ring and everything. But not with documents and not much witnesses except for my stuffed toys. Oh laugh if u must but it's the thought that counts right? AHHAAHHAA. I think we were cracking up every each second HAHA. Oh you know what makes it even pathetically sadder? We did it thru webcam. BWHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. Fucking corny! Ah who cares ? =)

I don't really have much updates really and I seriously have ran out of ideas to blog. But I'm still making new layouts. ahahha. I was thinking of anyone telling me on how to make changeable skins for blogs? If anyone knows how please contact me. My love of making layouts is increasing so if anyone wants some .. tell me yeh.

Did I tell that I am continuing uni after next month but im back in my first year (im supposed to be in my 2nd year now) cos i'm taking something else. The thing is they don't have Psychology in english here so I had to take something else. Wish me luck yeh! I don't think i'll like it but what the heck, it's for only awhile til i get out of this place.

Ok, everyone take care. mwahugs. <33 x

Tee-hee! My connection sucks eggs.

2005-03-10T10:50:00.000+03:30

HI! Yes, I haven't been updating for awhile and I'm currently working on a layout. I was away for a few days cos i sent the pc to be repaired. It's orite now. Eventhough the connection sucks unbelieveably badly. I have a feeling that the people who fixed my pc changed my modem. Wait, I'm pretty sure they did cos I checked it and it's not the same model =D SOOOOO TRUSTWORTHY aren't they?

I have ran out of ideas on continuing my story but if I'm hit with more, I'll continue where I've left off.

A few days ago I went to help raising money for the tsunami victims. We sold traditional malay food (i.e. kuih-muih) for 8 hours straight. It was HELL tiring. HAHA. But it's for a good cause so that's orite =) Surprisingly enough, everything was nearly sold out towards the end.

So i'm off now cos i'm blank like heck. hahaha.

P.S. To those concerned, kalau you don't appreciate my work and you wanna delete it and shit, tell me first =) The things I've done for people is done on my own with grit and sweat. I don't differentiate the amount of work I do for you with when I do it for my own. Where's ur manners aye? =) x

Continuation. :) buang stress lah beb.

2005-03-02T17:44:00.000+03:30

"Eh sorry!" Somebody bumped against her lightly. She looked up. Oh, hell, hottie! About time he got out of the loo!

"It's okay." she smiled, and he smiled back before rushing off outside. She took the chance to check him for a few seconds. Nice teeth. Nice hair. Nice clothes. Not that short. Best of all, he smelt nice. No, not cologne-wise. She thought he didn't have any on anyways. No B.O. is a must for her. Probably has a cute butt too, she thought to herself as he got out of the glass doors. Hard to tell knowing what kind of jeans men wear nowadays. She paid and went on her merry little way back home.

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Nora hated when her sister made her do this. It isn't fair and it's hard work. Okay, fine, Lynsey can't cook for shit to save her life but if she could only offer a little hand in the kitchen she would be grateful. Instead she's off somewhere meeting a new guy and had the maids have a day off too. Her idea but she isn't doing anything.

"Hope she's giving me all the credit for this!" grumbled Nora while stirring her gravy in the pot.

It was Lynsey's idea to cook dinner for the parents who were arriving from Taiwan tonight. An extra special treat after being away for 2 weeks, Lynsey had told Nora in the morning.

There was desserts left to do so she decided Lynsey could to do that. Nora got her phone from the kitchen counter, held it in an awkward (her hands were a tad dirty and she couldn't be bothered to clean) dialed Lynsey's number. Lynsey picked it up at the third ring. Nora could hear music and a bit of buzzing sound in the background. She must be in the car, Nora said to herself.

"Ah Kak? Hello!" answered Lynsey.

"Ah hi! Mana ko? Come back home. You're doing the desserts. I did 3/4 of the stuff already so you need to at least make something for them as well!" Nora said, while pushing the phone further in between her right ear and neck with the back of her left hand.

"Awwwwwwwwwwww!" complained Lynsey.

"OI OI! No aww aww! It was your idea. You gotta do your bit too! And which by the way, I hope I'll get all the credit for this!" said Nora, taunting her little sister.

"BAH BAH! Fine! I'm on my way home jua. And yes, you get the credit. Can't I just get it from the bakery?" asked Lyn.

"Up to you but get the nice ones yeah? Caramel pudding or something. " confirmed Nora. This was very like her sister. If there's an easier way to do things, she'd take that way.

"Okay! Bah, I'll stop over Mum's bakery now. I'm over at Qlap. Baru I just got out of the cafe somewhere here. Which by the way, I need to tell you something. EEE! ADA CUTE GUY LAH KA!" Lynsey giggled as she thought of Mr.guy-who-probably-has-a-cute-butt.

"Ah? Yakan? Bah bah, nanti cerita. Be back soon okay? Take care." They both said their goodbyes and Nora hung up.

aku stress yatah aku buat anie.

2005-03-02T04:06:00.000+03:30

Lynsey crossed her fingers while she picked up the call. She turned her head away, feeling embarrassed to the fact that 'HIM' could be the guy opposite.

"Hello?" she croaked, barely making any sound at all. That'll be the last cup of tea she'll have!

"Lyn? You there?" he said. Lyn turned to look at 'hottie'. He wasn't there!!!

"The fuck?!" hissed Lyn. "Where did he go?!"

"Eh Lyn? Pardon?" he asked.

Oh shit, thought Lyn. "Ummmmmmmmmm, no. Nada. I can't find my lighter. Oh here it is. So, um, YOU'RE LATE!!! Explain babes. According to my watch, you're fifteen minutes late. You know how I am with.. ", but 'HE' cut her off before she finished the sentence.

"I know babes, I know. Something came up and shit. I've got to go to some family gathering. Mum called while I was on the way to see you and said that I have to go straight back home and go with all of them. Sorry babes. I was really looking forward to seeing you. It's about time you got out of London!" he explained, sounding a bit affectionate. Sometime Lyn wonders if he was affectionate towards her or just that he speaks that way.

"Oh shit. Seriously? Boo-hoo. I was counting on seeing you! Awww!" she replied with a bit of genuine sadness. She was planning to do some heavy duty flirting. It's been eons (well, a few months) since her last real flirting with men. And that was with her ex. Asshole, she suddenly thought to herself as she remembered him.

"Lyn, I gotta go now. Mum's gonna bitch me if I'm not back in five minutes. So I'm speeding and putting my life on hold here while on the phone with you. Speak to you soon yeh. Take care babes. Be good. Bye!" *tick* He hung up even before she had her chance to say bye. She shrugged and took her purse out of her bag to pay. She walked to the counter to pay while looking how much money she's got with her.

To be continued -

Ngalih ku. Kan tdur ku. =(

I miss HIM.

My 111. <3 x

Story. A very cawie and cala one.

2005-03-01T21:00:00.000+03:30

She looked up from her table for probably about the fifth time. She's been fidgeting with her lighter and burning up the ends of her pack of 100's Marlboro Reds. Sure, he wasn't late or anything. He was to meet her at half past one in the afternoon and it just turned one. It was their first meeting, after months of texting each other. Cliche has it may sound, but he texted the wrong number, but became friends rather than her biting his head off thinking he was a perv. He sounded decent enough. So anyways, it truly acceptable to be anxious, nervous, curious and all of these emotions that makes the acids in your tummy work more but..

Why the hell am I nervous? We're just buddies. Nothing more. We have a platonic relationship, nothing will ever happen and it'll stay that way, thought Lynsey. Plus, I don't think he'll ever think of even going out with me! Wait, WHY THE HECK DO I CARE?! Lynsey shouted the last sentence through her mind. Distraction, that's what she needs. She looked through her summer Gucci bag for things to fidget around with, but managed only to find her Dior compact, a lip gloss, eye liner, the keys to her VW Touraeg, and a receipt from the phone shop next door. A $45 recharge card which for her, will probably last for only a few days. Nothing to take her mind of her thoughts. Oh yes, there's her mobile phone.

She looked at it and realised that scavenging through her bag took ten minutes. Twenty minutes more. Twenty LONG KILLING HIGHLY ANTICIPATING MINUTES. She decided to go freshen up and she's having a slight tummy ache (this time, not from nervousness. The slimming tea she drank a few hours ago is beginning to take its course.

Fifteen minutes later.

Oh shit, five minutes more. I am so not ready for this, she thought to herself. She stopped dead on her tracks. She saw a tall, tanned guy with floppy hair, sweat beads on his face and not so attractive pink and blue checked collar shirt with sweat patches on his back and in between his armpits was standing right next to her table. OH MY GOD, please don't make HIM to be 'HIM'. Fine, 3/4 of the people going on blind dates tend not to get their dream partners from blind dates but she wanted to be in the 1/4 of the lucky people. She said a little prayer before she slowly approached the table. Within an inch, the guy smiled at her. The guy moved slightly away from the table.

"Sorry, tampat kita kah nie? Sorry ah. Aku nunggu order tapow ku," said extremely sweaty guy. She could smell a whiff of a mixture of strong smelling cologne with sweat in the air. She smiled and said, it was alright. She looked at her DKNY watch that was given by her bestfriend, Liza as a birthday gift this year. Two minutes or so left. She looked to the right, where she could see cars parked side by side in front the cafe. She could feel the brightness and the heat of the sun through the glass. She looked further down the road, and as she squinted her eyes, she could see there was another VW coming from the distance. The car approached nearer to the cafe and got a parking just right in front of the cafe.

"Eh baie, kalok jua, ia baru datang, sanang dapat parking. Erm, full body kit, sayang kerita. Tsk tsk!" she chuckled to herself then turned away. She caught the eye of one of the waiters and asked for another drink. More mint tea, and more frequent trips to the loo therefore she has ways to make the date feel shorter for her if it isn't working out well. She was still amused by her 'dodging-the-date' idea when someone sitting at a table opposite caught her eye. Not really her type but for some peculiar reason, she took a certain liking to him. She sensed that he gave out a certain warmth of aura around him. Not to mention, she liked his sense of style. He was just wearing loose jeans (possibly from Topman), a Paul Frank t-shirt (you can never forget the monkey) and Gucci men sandals. Laid back but clean. Not too flashy and not too plain either. She could make out that he was shorter than the guys she would go for. (Standing at only 5'0 made her go for guys who are at least 6 inches taller than her). So okay, he's got everything except for the height. She cancelled out her presumption that he wasn't at all her type. He had a bit of it. Well, half. No, most. Too bad he wasn't 'HIM'. Which by the way, was running a few minutes late and that does not give a good impression to Lynsey. She disliked people with no sense of punctuality.

Her mobile vibrated vigorously (not meaning to sound kinky) on the table. It was 'HIM'. Probably calling on why he's late. As she picked up her phone, the 'guy' at the opposite table was clutching his mobile phone next to his ear. Could it be..?

TO BE CONTINUED...

Okay it's crap and i'm in a shitty mood so shoot me. :) I need help. On the subject of lurrrrrrrrrve ~ BWHAHA. =( Im serious though. Oh well. I need to go now. L8ERS!

P.S. PC KU MCM BAIE! =XXXXXXXX

SASAK KU.

2005-02-28T08:28:00.000+03:30

MY PC SUCKS FUCKING COCK! PEACE OUT! HAHAHA! =XXXXXXX

BANAR. MARAH KU NIE! BANCI KU BANCI BAH. PLS, I NEED GOOD PRO PC TECHNICIANS. =( CONTACT ME A.S.A.P IF U KNOW ONE OR ARE ONE.

BYE! BREAKFAST!

Aku inda dapat tdur bah.

2005-02-26T08:01:00.000+03:30

This topic clearly states it all and I am so feeling flipping groggy 'ere. I cudn't sleep earline on so I went online. AHhahaah! I am sleepy at the mo tho. But i'll finish this post first. I had a long conversation with Amal tadi and she was trying to cheer me up and giving me a boost of confidence cos currently I've been having bouts of insecurity. AHOIHWOEIHAR. Oh fucking well. But thank you lai. You are a doll. ♥

OH i can't type nemore. I'm really feeling a bit woozy. Jst comment or tag if there's any query. <333 xx

Tag replies.

Nacatus: bwhahaha!! THANK YOU ♥ babes! =P

Afee: I think I'm about 5'1 or 5'2 lai. Summat like that. Fecking short! HAHA. And thank you ♥

Reader: Thanx you v. much <3 and ta for stopping by! Hmm, judging from the pics and the info i've given, how old do you think I am? Hehehehe. =xxxx

Tyx: Thank you my lil pixie. Laffs you ♥

Max: U prolly seen his other siblings around .. cos he originally lives in Mumong. Panjang ceritanya. But you can figure it out a bit now yeh?

Atul5353: Thank you babes =D I look fresh? BWHAHA! In the end, the amount of oil gunk of my face was so visible and I was falling asleep. I was so knackered.

National day pics.

2005-02-24T20:19:00.000+03:30

Hi! I have PICCIES! AND I HAVE ONE OF MY BROTHER COS A COUPLE OF GIRLS ARE FINDING HIM CUTE. God heck knows why but I'm a nice kaka so i'll spare u one. bwhwahha!

It was so TIRING .. I spent flippin 6 hours standing on me lil feet and i had 3 inch heels on so i could be bloody tall. bwhahah. =( It's really sad when u're short. AHHA. The function started at 6 but we were there by half past 4. We finished off at midnight but my parents an hour later cos dad had to sort everything out and shit since he was in charge and lalalalala.

Now im going cos i need to go to the loo. Sakit parut ku! Enjoy mon amis!

The first few hours. Looking FRESH!

Full-on bloody make up courtesy of my sister. Melted off an hr later tho. HAHA. =x

Bless. Boboi looks so stoned. No, I dont think he was. =p

Kaka & I. Sampat lagi kami ambil gambar. BWHAHA!

Posing? BLERUGHHHHH!

A few mins before balik.

Ah. Mcm nini usul ku. The thing around me neck is supposed to be my shawl but i crumpled it up AHHA.

Oily is SOOOOOO GLAMOUROUS! It's currently the "IN" thing atm. BWHWAHHA! SERIOUSLY!

Earthquake?

2005-02-23T14:23:00.000+03:30

I have such a headache. I'd like to say to everyone, Happy independence day! Bwhahaha. We have a function at the embassy in a few hrs and I haven't even taken a shower yet. =xxxx I slept around 8 am in the morning? Pls don't ask me why. heh.

To all the people who got worried about me due to the earthquake smwhere in iran, i'm fine and i didn't even know about it bwhhahahaa. It's in Zarand, not far off from Bam.. the place where a devastating earthquake took place not about a year ago. Oh iran, prones to shitty flipping earthquakes and etc etc.

Btw, im working on a new layout jst for the sake of it. Click here to see the latest one. And if it's messy, don't mind as I can't be arsed yet to perfect it all. heheh.

HEADACHE. AND I NEED TO GET DRESS. Good bye! x

Tummy ache.

2005-02-19T19:27:00.000+03:30

Boo-hoo! I've been having a tummy ache ever since i woke up. I have no idea what's wrong. and yes i am pmsing but it's not that kind of tummy ache. I made a layout for a supposedly cousin of mine Jo. but he hasn't finished on sorting out the tables yet. The layout isn't as 'bright' and electrifying as mine but i figured he wouldnt want something like mine cos after all he is a man. lol. I didnt want to make it girly. Bah i'll continue later. xx

New layout.

2005-02-18T18:54:00.000+03:30

Okay. This took fucking weeks to do and it's my first layout so fuck it if it sucks ok? lol. I'd like to thank Max for helping me out with the basic html and tables. Mwahs mwahs! I love you boy! LOL! I might put some music in as well so yeh. Anyways, i apologise if any of you are suffering from constant blindness due to the colours. HEHE.

So okay, i have to go now to mandi and do umee's cartoon. And yes, i drew that MYSELF. xx

My baby is great =)))

2005-02-17T02:40:00.000+03:30

Staind - Zoe Jane

I won't be posting much as i am currently working on my layout. It's nearly done. Now i have to do the html, css and the rest of the stuff.

My demo with Phatleezo is in the charts. It's at 7340 but WHO CARES? AHHAHAHA! PPL ACTUALLY LISTEN TO IT oddly enough! We're planning to redo the song when i go back to Bru. And sing a couple of other new songs, I think? The recording will sound better and etc lalala. We'll be getting a few of the other lads as well cos many hands make light work! Or in this case, many musical ideas make a song better. ehhe. Check the chart by clicking here.

and Kaka Nooril .. I'll link you once i FLIPPING GET THE STUPID TAGBOARD TO WORK. =) cos i cant see your url. ehehe.

AND TO THE REST OF THE TAGGERS, (I'd mention your name if the thing bloody works for flipping once).. HI. and whoever said they miss and love me. I miss and love you too. BWHAHHAA.

Currently at the mo' atoy and I are checking out this car site and we came across this. LOL! Pacah kami tarus .. cos we imagined jual sayur pakai kerita anie di tamu seria ah. lol. tungkal org.

Kami kan cruising di brunei pakai anie =))) HAHHAA! Round the mall y0! =x Tapi tint the windows so ppl can't see that it's us in the car. TEE-HEE!

OKAY! I need to go to the loo! L8ers! xx

BWHAHAHHA I'M BACK!

2005-02-12T21:30:00.000+03:30

hi. =) HEHEHE. I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK! Thanx for all the people who were looking for me.. It's very flattering. I'm ok I guess. I went on a 2 day roadtrip to Isfahan, somewhere towards the south of Iran. It was fun. Nothing much to do but at least I was out of the house. Tee-hee. I'm not in the mood to go on more. Here's a couple of pics. Enjoy =)))

Right outside our house.

On the way. Dad and the boys were in the white car ahead of us.

Sleepy.

Ngah Yem & I.

On the left my dad's driver, Nikoo and Dad.

In the Bazaar in Isfahan.

In Isfahan, in the banquet hall smwhere in the huge Bazaar.

We arrived in Tehran around 9ish in the evening and everyone was hungry so we stopped to have dinner.

<3 xx

2005-02-07T22:51:00.000+03:30

OMFG NENA! THAT JAL? IT WAS JUST A FEW MONTHS AGO THAT WE CHATTED AND HE WAS ASKING ME ABOUT MARRIAGE. BWHHAHAHAHAHA. AWW. Shit everyone's getting married. and I feel bloody old.

I didn't go out with my mum and co today due to my tummy ache. Plus, it's been snowing non stop outside. I think it's at least jst right under the 10 inches mark. Fun but awfully nastily cold. It is really piling on. I wanna go play outside but inda kana suruh =( Boo-hoo.

I tripped on the stairs a few days ago and got myself a really bad bruise on my leg.
Here =)

So okay, here are a couple of pics. I know I shud've taken more but going towards the end of the night I felt a bit off so lala. And Eno =)) Auntie misses you too.

My youngest brother and I.

The brother after me.. He had to bend his knees a lil so I could get his whole head in. HAHAHAA.

Ngah² Yem and Mum. =) My mum's actually chinese dusun (and something else) from Belait but she's the only one in the family that doesn't look chinese tee-hee. Bless her.

My bro took this pic whilst i was taunting my youngest brother. I look like shit and you can see how short i am. ahHAHAha. But Abbas looks good cos he was ready with his pose.

I'm off to play snow outside. Regardless on what anyone in my family says BWHAHAHA.

I found old pics of me back 2-3 years ago in a fren's server. I'll post them up toms or sumfink.

P.S. Mum bought me these cute colourful toe socks. Eeeeeeeeee! =)) <33 xx

Tired.

2005-02-07T05:47:00.000+03:30

I went out with the whole family yesterday and it was fun. It was flipping cold cos it was snowing again but then it was orite. I was famished so I suggested for me dad to bring us all to this certain Chinese restaurant. But for some odd reason, once everyone began to eat their wonton soup ... i had a very very very bad tummy ache and no it's not that time of the month. So, everyone had a lovely feast whilst I had an agonising tummy ache to dwell on. Went to bed with a hot water bottle straightafter and now I still have a bit of the tummy ache and im starving.. Im very tired too. *SIGHS* =(( x

Happy Anniversary to the Sixteen Eleveners.

2005-02-05T17:52:00.000+03:30

Rio Febrian 'Maafkan' & Velvet Revolver 'Fall To Pieces'.

Okay, I just remembered..a day late. The MR isn't much help on remembering dates either. HAHahHa. 7 months together =D He's off to Bru toms. =( I want to ikut. Anyhow, HAPPY ANNI' TO US!

I was chatting with Suffieeaaeee earlier on today and somehow have a handful things in common. Generally we both are practically living eh oh-so-not-productive life, bored to bits and running out of things to blog. ahahhaha.

Has anyone ever heard of The Pussycat Dolls? I go really lesbo (no offence to those who are) if I see them performing.. All of them are hot. *droools* and they have actually have good fucking voices. Quite soul but the songs they sing, erm. Not my kind of music. Such a waste of good voices. But hey, they are good to look at yeh? HAHA. I just sounded really gay then didn't I?

Dizzee Rascal 'Fix Up, Look Sharp"

I miss reading graphic novels. Back in London, I was living with two housemates, both are brothers.. and I looked at them as brothers as well as I was way younger than them. They were game/comic book freaks and they smhow gradually managed to convert me to a somewhat graphic novel reader over the years. I miss going to the comic centre in Tottenham Court Road every weekend and checking out the new releases. Pah. I just miss London.

Mum's coming later in the morning! With my aunt along! YAY YAY YAY! =)))) <3 xx

P.S. Atoy said I look like a snail (tekuyong..gila klasik tu perkataan ah). Capie ko toy! HAHAHAH.

Same Ol' Same Ol'

2005-02-04T20:14:00.000+03:30

I must apologise for my very sparse post yesterday. I didn't really know what to say. *lol* And yes i was truly pissed off.. with practically everything.

It's snowing outside..well. It was. Now it's jst sleet.

I found more links and new buttons. Pls drop by if you have the chance. And a very big big big thank you to Leech who's hardly online at the moment so he doesn't know that I'm using up space in his photobucket HEHE.

About the bit where i said i was pissed off with a couple of people. Well, I meant it. I can come up with a list of names that has being fucking abt (not literally) behind my back. I've told you many times and if you still can't managed it to get it thru your thick skulls oh-so-yet again, i'll say it one more time..

If you smhow have a problem with me, please do confront me privately.. in a civilised manner if you can. I don't need snide sarcastic remarks nor do i prefer hearing it from a group of ppl (or if im lucky enough, just from one person). Your help and consideration for doing so will be very much appreciated. I won't be that hard on you then =p

As I said before, not everyone likes me. Nor gets my jokes. Nor understands me. Not everyone likes me. I am not a perfect girl and I am not nice and spice and all of that. But I know I am who I am and I don't try to pretend to be smone else. If in any way, you do have a fucking problem on everything I say.. I advise you to;

1. Go sod off.
2. Don't visit this site ever again.
3. Don't talk to me or abt me.
4. Don't tag .. EVER. =)

This is not an xgf/xbf thing. I forgotten about that altogether. This is about respecting each other which I know some just don't understand. If I've ever offended anyone it is purely unintentional and I apologise. I just have a habit of saying things in a general form. And for the people I am taking the piss out at the mo', while if you don't like it.. then LEAVE. Hopefully this is the last time I have to elaborate this topic to the thick fuckfaces. To put it simply =) You don't kacau me and I won't kacau you. I won't piss you off if you don't piss me off. I'm not the type to get on ppls' bad sides jst for the sake of it.

I was talking to a lil sister this morning and I told her my point of view on things. I'm glad she understood me. =)) Ta lai.

Well then now I'm off. I miss my bf. He's leaving on Sunday. I miss my Mum too. She has only been gone for 2 days. Lol.

The tagboard doesn't work. Fecking gay.

P.S. I love Umee, Lina and Nenen.. Sorry about this morning girls. lol. <33 xx

Peeved off.

2005-02-03T16:53:00.000+03:30

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

What Age Do You Act?

Right age =)))

Linguistics, not going to Dubai and a couple of ppl. Screw all.

omfg.

2005-02-02T18:50:00.000+03:30

Listening to - Omarion "O"

Okay, I jst found out dad's prolly staying here for another year. *WAILS* OMFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFG. AND MY PARENTS DECIDED THAT I SHUD GO TO A UNI HERE.. FOR AWHILE. AND GUESS WHAT I'LL BE TAKING? THE ONLY SUBJECT I CAN TAKE HERE IS ENGLISH. AN ENGLISH DEGREE. AHAHAHHAHA. JAUH JUA TU. From psychology to linguistics? Okay, you have to understand that everything here is in persian/farsi. My sister goes to uni here but she takes hotel management and NO i dont want to take that. Even her course, (her institute is under a scottish university) the lecturers teach in persian due to demands of the other students. Wtf is tht all abt? Stress ku stress AHHAHA.

I will soon die of boredom here. Kan nangis rasa nya. ahhahaa. Hopefully jadi pls pls, baik in June. =( I need to see my Baby. OK, mum's going to Dubai tmrw night to pick up her sister.. and get a visa to enter iran. I MIGHT be going with her. Depends lah. Im discussing with her about it after this.

Hubs' going to bru on the 6th =( I wanna come along.

Girls, hahaha. I do eat. Man, im chubby babes. ahahaha I'm fine =)

And Nena, is it me or you practically tagged something that's similar to your sister bulu? Btw, I MISS YOU BULUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. COME COME AND TALK TO ME WHEN YOU'RE ONLINE. <3 I miss you too hairyana Nena. :) Rhymes. Lawa. =) Aku sayang kamu semua =x

*smells herself* Shit, max, that's not the smell of bread. That's the smell of my armpits after a day's work in the bakery =p HAHA. Some flour got caught in between me armpits. Soz. =x HAHAH.

Tuesday. and a new month.

2005-02-01T06:13:00.000+03:30

Great, now everyone can get on with their lives. :)

It's tuesday, and while other ppl have monday blues, i have tuesday blues. Why? Cos that's when the week starts for me. Dad actually bought me a laptop from Dubai but decided to keep it for himself. Pah, men. Hopefully i'll get mine soon. Mum's leaving in a few days to Dubai. I'd have to pass her my list of things to buy .. I wish i was somewhere decent so I can get the stuffs myself at the nearest shops. but oh what to do aye.

I'm currently trying to get thru counting down the days til I go back to Bru. The schedule states in June. That's in 4 months =( oooooooooo well.

I am hungry like heck. I think dinner for me was 14 hrs ago. Pah. Practicality in me never was at a high level so I'll just wait til breakfast is served. Oh wait, no i think i'll go cook up something.

I need a trip to Taurean, with a sushi bento in hand, drink some tea and inhale a couple of marl reds.

=)

2005-01-31T01:30:00.000+03:30

It's a cute notion that you think that I busy myself with someone like you. I do admit you have such an exciting life that I am very well jealous of. not to mention the wide set of readers you've got. First it was me wanting to have your money and then now, me being jealous of your truly envious life. I am truly sorry that you feel somehow thinking that I am intruding in your life. I don't really mean to, you see.

A few years ago, I remembered I was dissed quite badly by a statement I made. I never really told my side of my story. Knowing how clever, rich, and popular (at that time) you were I don't think I had a chance. Funnily enough, I don't really intend to until now. Besides, I have respect for your family. Embarrassing you would mean embarrassing them too. I don't know them well but I treat them like human beings. Something I don't think you know how to do. Being quiet doesn't mean in any way I lose. You might think so tho. But no. Besides, I guess lots of people are doing that to you now anyways. I just can't be bothered plus seriously, i have better things to do. I remembered that time your frens (now exfrens) looked at me in a different way and I was very much still raw with pain to say anything. All I did was cry. I mean, what do you expect from a girl you said you will practically would die for and the very next day leave her hanging.. and call her a bitch publicly? I was humiliated, hurt, and at that time really stupid. Now I'm jst really leaving up to God for the things you've done to people. I guess there's much more worse people you've dissed and affected (and knowing you, that's such a proud thing to do isn't it?) other than me but then you don't really care do you? You never really had sympathy (or empathy) in you anyways ;)

I won't bother on trying to be friends either. Im not mean but what's the point when it doesn't come from both sides? Plus, I've tried being nice to you and you're saying I just want to nosy around? HAHAH. =) funny. I never knew you were a comedian.

I let you go on and take your glorious victory now. I'll let you have your ever so perfect life with no faults whtsoever. I don't think i could ever win with you. The internet is your battle ground and your words are your weapon. You'll win in any case. Don't worry, i'll try to refrain myself now from totally oogling on your tempting-ever-oh-so-exciting life. And again, i do apologise on not getting my facts straight and next time if i was talking about something .. i'll remind myself to state who i'm referring to.

Btw, I mean the site I cudnt get thru. :) that was frenster. iranian netcards dont allow ppl to access dating/social sites. heh. And the wang thing, TERASA? :) Buduh.

To my supposedly frens or those who are here to read on my blog and tell on me. Great people you are. Some things never change. Cuba dih, gtau aku bah kalau ada problem ah. Jgn ckp blkng² anie bah. Jgn eksen. Filthy scoundrels, go shooh and get laid or something.

Thank you for visiting my site. And do us all a favour, pls lah, kalau dpt lah. control sikit ego ah. (BAWA MENGUCAP DIH =D) sebab you're such an absolutely wonderful person, i just can't help myself from talking about you all the time =)))))

This site contains nothing really about anyone at all. If terasa, sorry lah. But i don't do dissing on the internet. Most of it are jst in general. If i'm pissed off with you anyways, you'll know.

For Alexis`

2005-01-30T10:37:00.000+03:30

Since I love you so much, here's another 2 other pics of him. Vain hantap. =)

I have no idea.

Posing giler siot~ heh.

I had a very bad tummy last nite .. and i don't think it was the milkshake. I think it was the baloney sandwich i had. Now i'm feeling a bit ill as well. =(

Azee, hope these cheered u up. hehe. mwahugs hun. Give her some love ppl. Btw babes, the guy with the paul frank monkey tshirt is my bf. hehe.

Check her out too! New linkie!

Dad's back from his trip to dubai and he bought me a MASSIVE outfit. HAHAHA. he told my mum he cudnt see any size indication. and last nite, when my mum checked it out this morning, it was an "L". HAHAHA. My fren said that i could go back to brunei and fit him in the seluar with me and bring him over to iran. BOO! CHEEKY WAJ! OR i could be the new McDees mascot. =( jahat eh! <3 x

Pics of outing.

2005-01-29T18:46:00.000+03:30

My brother and I in the car.

This is Abbas. My driver, family fren and supposedly 'brother' ahhaha.

In the cafe.

Drinking nescafe milkshake which i bloody well regret now cos i'm having a tummy ache at the mo. HEHE.

Iranians likes different kinds of pickled things.

I wanted to take more pics but I don't want to risk getting meself locked up as i might take a pic of a wrong thing. Anyways, im going. sakit parut ku =(

Tee-hee.

2005-01-29T11:30:00.000+03:30

A confession.. I didn't straightaway take a shower yesterday. HAHA. I SLEPT AFTERWARDS. GILA, BUNTU! HAHAHAHA! For some odd reason, i was so flipping tired and etc etc.. I woke up so early tadi and took a shower. Now mum's wanting me to go out with her to go gorcery shopping. My bf's not back home yet i dont think. If you're reading this babes, i hope you did well. =)

My enormous spots are still there. It hurts like hell. I need to be quick abt this btw, cos i haven't really changed yet to take a shower.

The O levels results were out today. I'd like to congratulate everyone on their results. I remembered taking them 4 years ago. Hell, if i studied i knew i cud've done better. But anyways, I hope everyone got what they wanted .. for their results i mean. and from now on, study SMART. =) My youngest brother took his O's last year too, but i dont think it's out yet in Iran.

Anyways, i'll continue later. Just need to get ready now. <3

Bru pics.. =)

2005-01-28T14:42:00.000+03:30

Listening - VE 'Ayu'

I know i said i was going to post these pics earlier on but i forgot =x anyways, i haven't slept nor have i taken a shower. I will take a shower after this. I'm pms-ing and i have 3 big ass zits on my chin. It's pissing me off. :( sakit bah.

Dad went on his annual monthly trip to Dubai. He didn't ask me what i wanted. Boo-hoo. He doesn't love me. HA HA! Mum's going next week to fetch me aunt up. It was supposed to be 3 aunts coming to visit us here, but one decided to stay and the other had no budget.

I've been watching movies since 8am. Not new movies but movies that were out 5 or so years ago. First movie was called 'Mr Bones', Flipping hilarious! Next it was 'As Good As It Gets'.. It's one of those cynically funny movies. And Jack Nicholson (or whatever the spelling is) in the movie suffers from OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder)... That reminded me back last year, when i had a lecture on OCD. My lecturer once said that a woman was so obsessed on washing her hands (and if she washed her hands in smhow a different way, even by a little bit, she'll start all over again), she washed her hand raw. =/ Heh. Also one of her patients actually had this habit of switching the lights on for certain times. As in, click the switch for 5x. OCD sufferers are usually harmless but if it does get out of hand and hurting themselves or to others in one way or another, they will need to be treated.

Lina, I hope you're ok now =))

Anyhoots, PICS! <3

?? ahha. =/

My bestfren and I. vain. we know.

Us again trying to escape from the heat we had to endure that day.

The hubs and bits of relatives from mum and dad's side. and my sister is behind him.

can you see how chubby and TANNED i was? *faints* oh and this is with my other bestfren who came over with me from the uk but she left earlier than i did. this was taken on the night she left, in the airport.

okay okay, the pics were a disappointment. i only took tons with my bf ahhaa. and i bet if i showed you those, you'll be complaining.

i'm currently webcamming with the Mr and lol he can see me still with my winnie the pooh pjs (this was from 6 years ago ok? =D it still fits and it's silky so i wear la!) and trying to look absolutely ravishing with my oily face and big ass zits on my chin. and msn said it has encountered a problem and etc. AND NOW HE'S GONE! IOHARTOIWEHRWEA! STUPID MSN!

ok! shower! laters. <33 xx boyfie's got a big exam toms. good luck baby<3

new layout.. AGAIN.. HAHAHA

2005-01-27T01:23:00.000+03:30

I decided to get a new layout cos sufieeaaeeeeeee said the previous one was depressing. Prolly due to the mood i've been having ahaha. Max found a pic of me i think he got from last year. Check out his cool layout too. Maximus. Oh and Max, yes I changed the layout cossssss mcm ku liat too plain jua. ahaha. Anyways, I jst finished chatting with Azee. Thanx for cheering me up. You're a babe. Hearts you. Yes yes, i'll start eating a whole bunch of choccies. HEHEH.

Im gonna continue watching Sister Act now. L8ers ppl. :) <33 xx

OH give some love to Nabeelah. Extremely wicked layout!

so depressed.

2005-01-25T04:20:00.000+03:30

Minnie Ripperton - Loving you (thanx Bobo)

The music's such a contradiction on how i feel. i feel entirely so down today. no matter how many times i've tried cheering myself up, i feel like shit. the world's ending soon. we all know that. but the fact that i haven't done much in my life. silly as it may sound, laugh if you must but i do feel really off. i might also be pms-ing so explains the peculiar behaviour. plus the fact that, i had a big arguement with the Mr tadi doesn't bloody well helps. maybe i should stay off the net for awhile. maybe being online most of the time, is making me feel like shit as well.

to whomever i've offended in the past, i am truly sorry. i do mean it from the heart. i'm tired of being strong. i just want to be feefy.

i watched a marathon of the first and second lotr yesterday. I feel asleep in the 2nd lotr tho. i guess i was still pretty knackered. after this i'll be watching the 3rd lotr. yay! im thinking of changing my layout. sanak ku meliat udah. i think i'll browse thru some sites after this. then lotr.

i'm back trying to be fit. back doing crunches. shit, sakit parut ku ahahha.

so peace out a-town ppl. LOL!

Demo for my song with a rap version by Phatleezo is available.

A friend of mine said that my bg pic sumpak² LOL! SORRY! my image host SUCKS! hahaha.

P.S. if you're ready to see some heavy duty animal cruelty esp. to cats.. click here.

New layout. i dont know wtf is wrong with the belt. wroiyawioerhoewiahr! HTML EXPERTS! CONTACT ME NOW! I NEED YOUR HELP!

knackered.

2005-01-22T23:31:00.000+03:30

Hi, i went to Qashvan tadi. Or something like that, 2 hours away from the City. It was alrite. The restaurant we ate in, the loo was downright filthy. Lol, FLIPPING HECK IT WAS COLD! lol! It was windy cold you know? Dudes from Iran, you're not gonna arrest me for that yeh? But then WHAT DO I KNOW? IM NOT AN IRANIAN =P LOL! Umee showed me this site that prolly explains why my connection keeps on dc-ing every one hour. Click here to access.

These are the only pics i managed to take! I was too lazy to take more pics Hahahhahaha!

On the way back to Tehran. Snow~ on the desert~

Mum and I in the car.

Oh apparently, i'm not allowed to go into one of the sites. HEH, PROLLY COS IM IN IRAN. OR SOME OTHER RANDOM REASON~ =) MUA MU AH WANG! <3

Krg ku sambung. Tired. I'll post my fat pics from last summer later.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. Eid Mubarak. (yesterday or the day before, depends where you are)

2005-01-22T04:20:00.000+03:30

i'm feeling so and so at the mo. do you sometimes feel that you're unwanted? that everything you do jst seems to make the situation far much more worse? powerless? helpless? fucking hell, what is that all abt? heh. maybe i shud kill myself, happyyyyyyyyy org :)

i recorded a demo with my fren, Phatleezo. just tell me if you wanna listen to it.

I'd like to say to happy belated bday to my close fren, Bobo, Nerissa, and my niece, Eno.

kalau aku jrg online, jgn hairan. <3

p.s. wang if you are reading this, jgn terasa bah. we don't talk about you. we hardly even dwell on you. we've got better things to do. =)) chill~

HEH.

2005-01-20T14:53:00.000+03:30

"guess what type of looks a certain mutual ex bf's got?"

AND HELLO~ LOL.

btw, on the left is Azee and the other side, is me. =) DON'T WE somehow.. Look.. Um SIMILAR?.. lol! such an uncanny resemblance. people told us beforehand, well me really that I look a bit like azee. then today i had that pic as my display pic and she had that pic as her display pic and she said, "omg, we do look similar" lolol! which means we're both hot non? AHHAHA! if anyone else, by any chance, looks like both of us, pls pls do tell us. we're planning to collect pictures of our twinnies! LOL. <33 xx

Being me.

2005-01-18T07:09:00.000+03:30

Listening to The Chemical Brothers - Galvanize.

Yes. That was me.. Just arrived in Bru in 1999. LOL. Crumpled lagi tu. HAHAAHHA. It's one of the extra passport pics i kept in my wallet.

I guess looks play a part in everything really. If they said it doesn't lolol, well they are lying. Pretty much everyone is smhow one or another, is a victim of self modification. Some are obvious than others. I think everyone goes thru that phase. I have made myself to look like what I am now. Sometimes I wonder, what if I still looked like tht girl in the picture. Would anyone bother talking to me or looking at me at all?

I had a case of bullimia a few years ago. Actually, not long after I took that picture. I wanted everyone to look at me like they looked at my bestfriends. They were pretty and i was nothing. I'm not saying I'm pretty now but i look.. more presentable.. lolol. I wanted to have a good full-on body. I hardly ate and if i did eat, it'd end up in the bog. I exercised excessively everyday. I got fit and skinny in just a few months. When people started noticing changes or rather noticing me, lol people started making up rumours that i was on drugs. heh. Syabu~ lol.

Yes, after that i did get fatter and no, I didn't get thinner by doing the same method. A few close frens of mine found out what i was doing, threatened me and so i stopped it. but i still regularly exercised. yes, past tense, ED. lolol. malas ku bah lagi. sanak ku. I got tired and im too lazy nowadays.

Apakan ckp ku anie? Inda tantu kan? LOL. I actually have no clue what to blog but I just thought I just shud post something.

My ribs on my left side sakit. I bumped it against sumfink a few years back, and i dont know against what cos I wasn't in a right state of mind. I was in bed for a week and it didn't finish hurting til after 2 months. I presume I might've fractured it but um lol too late now. I didn't want to go to the hospie sebab i was takut :D now i have bare with the consequences. :(

This post took me 6 hrs to do. HEH. =) PANING KU. I want to lay my head down and then get some brekkie afterwards. Kalau inda tantu this post lol, sorry. :D

I've got new buttons. Pls link me! Thank u! <3

P.S. Look at the left side column kalau inda teunja'

Vous aimer.

2005-01-17T08:30:00.000+03:30

Listening to Selena - Dreaming of You

I didn't sleep yesterday! LOL. The whole day. I couldn't sleep plus I found out my bestfriend's in the hospie and I feeeeelt like shit. This post btw, is so overdued becos I was supposed to post 7 hrs ago lol but I got distracted by ppl chatting to me. :) anyways I am actually a tad sleepy but I thought there isn't much point sleeping now so I think I might as well take a shower soon..

Me bestfren is in the hospie due to a problem I thought she'd never get. I wud've guessed that beforehand that I'd end up in the hospital bed before her. LOL. I love her shitloads and if I was filthy rich, whether if she likes it or not, I'd come over there and be by her side. And prolly bite her head off! Gayish as it may sound but she has always tried to be there for me when I needed smone. Even if I am hardly in Bru, she'd be the first person who'd text me 'welcome back' when i go back. Heh, and we've been friends since we were 5. VERY long frenship. I was talking to the cousin and all of them are worried about her. If she only listens, for once, to ppls' advises.. everything will start to look uphill for her. Love you babes. Pls take care of urself.

I just realised that they are so many backstabbers and 2 faced people around. Mind you, i'm not saying i'm an angel. I've done mistakes. Some are noticeable and major, but some that doesn't matter at all. But i've always tried to refrain myself from being that mean unless they started on me first. Okay, i must admit on IRC, im pretty bitchy lol but it's all talk i tell you. I cudn't care less really. But honestly, you treat me right, and i'll treat you right. It's as simple as "ABC" really.

A guy, yes a male, who supposedly I thought was a friend of mine.. Apparently behind me, he's being a real bitch. LOL. Tapi online, kepisan mcm banar usulnya. And you complain why i always sindir you nowadays? You don't deserve respect kid. :) btw, yes i have got proof that he did say shit about me. Poor baby, you're a guy for god's sake. At least i have the decency to confront me about it. Anie blkng², beetchy lagi tu. heh. Btw, i dont chat with you mate. YOU do.

I guess i can get pretty naive, but i guess i believe that in everyone's hearts, no matter how bad they are, there's a bit of goodness in them. OKAY. that was bullshit. :) Once you've tried to fuck around with me, no way i'll trust you. I'll still be your friend though. *ahem* HEH. YEH RIGHT.

The past few days, my MSN nicks have been in simple cryptic form and only one person have managed to figure the nicks out without me telling how to. ktbjx ftdrr! =x

Okay. I need to go. Barney singing in the background is practically putting me to sleep. <333 1611 xxx

HAHAHA. For nic0la.

2005-01-14T03:00:00.000+03:30

HAHAHA. C BULU EH. malu ku ko anie. if you want to go and visit her site it's.. www.nicolabebulubanyakberabis.com. Pls do give her a visit. Sian bah her. She doesn't get much hits on her site. I will tell you she's very pretty. Well, im not really sure lah. I mean, she's very hairy. So practically like fur lah. Eh, no.. more like org utan wah. She always likes to think that's she's like God. Kinda what ppl call .. CRAZY.. sad really lah.

www.feef's-iban-page-4U.iban.com<-callin all ibans yang berbulu plxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. IBAN TRADITION#6: feefy naga iban's nose is OO says:
HAHAHAHAHHA bah nagaiban
www.feef's-iban-page-4U.iban.com<-callin all ibans yang berbulu plxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. IBAN TRADITION#6: feefy naga iban's nose is OO says:
i jeles
www.feef's-iban-page-4U.iban.com<-callin all ibans yang berbulu plxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. IBAN TRADITION#6: feefy naga iban's nose is OO says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHA

See? she's jeles of me. and plus i mean. she fancies me plg. but i have my bf already. I pity her shitloads but what to do kan? She said she hates me.. but then we all know, the more you say you hate the person.. the more you love the person. Sian lah her. She's very in denial. I guess her pride's been broken before bah yatah inda konpident wah. Gila wah c nic anie. IM MALAY WAH. IM NOT AN IBAN .. SIAL WAH THIS GIRL. ahHAHAHa. i kennot eat p0rk. crazy man.

www.feef's-iban-page-4U.iban.com<-callin all hairy ibans. IBAN TRADITION#8: naga iban jahat. says: aku sayang naga iban nahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

see .. now she admits to it HAHAHHAHAHA!! eh sakit parut ku eh HAHAHAA.

P.S. If you want her frenster link, ask me. She's really hot ;) Jgn marah nic. *sm00ch*

And yes, we're childish but then we were, after all, very bored. Hey! Beats bitching!

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5 am. - Listening to Jack Johnson 'Taylor'

On another completely different ground. Okay. What is up with MEN? AHAHAH YOU MEN MAKE ME ALL DIZZY AND PRIZZY. All cocks, balls and a pretty good looking flipping faces.. Okay fine im exaggerating but seriously HA HA, you are making me all *)()#$)*% in me head. I mean don't play around with me head here. If you like me, fine. If you don't, don't pretend. I am so seriously turning gay. :(

I am currently talking to Umee, and she's cracking me up. And no, we're not a couple. She's just very good company and one of me good good frens. She's witty. And lol she'll crack you up with her words. She's sexphere's writer. Drop by her site by clicking HERE. OH and it was her bday yesterday too! Happy Birthday Umee! Aku sayang KO! Oh oso, pls ah kalau kamu mo kenalan, tag ia saja HAHA. Sorry mi HEHE.

Happy bday to Akmal & Isa too!

To the girls who added me on my 2nd Friendster account, sorry to disappoint you that I am not the guy in my friendster pic =p You can scavenge for him in my list .. The one with MY picture. Woseh, penjeles. WOHAHAHAHA. I don't know why i'm laughing so much. Oh wait, i know why. Bawa rasa. :)

Happy Birthday Humm!

2005-01-12T17:29:00.000+03:30

Happy birthday humm! Mwahugs hun! You are making me feel so sad. I wish I was there too. Ada jua dgn ku argue time bejalan. hehe. <333

Umee is currently eating her indo mee and not layan-ing me. =( HEHE. kidding mee.

*2SeVeN8* Feefs says:
you're too busy makaning arent u?
*2SeVeN8* Feefs says:
EHEHE
you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat. says:
AWU
you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat. says:
HAHAHAH
you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat. says:
I WAS JUST GONNA SAY "LET ME FINISH MY INDO MEE THEN I CAN FULLY LAYAN YOU!"
you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat. says:
lol

lol. Bless her for eating loads. She just came back from Bru. It's the weather i tell you! Horrible uk! =(

I'm talking to Akmal as well and he's telling me he isn't sure if im bruneian and i said, OF COURSE I AM. He was pissing around, and then he added, "You are a kedayan! WE are kedayans! and our great ancestor is Panglima Badar!" To be honest with you, i have no flippin clue who he is. Pls, refrain yourselves from hitting me with books. =p Okay um last month. Sometime in December (if my memory serves me) we had a big family gathering in favour of my late great grandfather, Hj Tamit Bin Asmat. Only 2 families didn't come (my Ngah² Pakar & family in Paris, and my family in Iran).. and the whole family was approximately a total up of 600. And he was telling me how very very hawt the girls cousins/aunts are. LOL. We honestly shud've come back but my sister didn't have any hollies so the plan was cancelled. We even got a family tree book out and he said i shud check it out. okay NEPHEW. Oh, apparently i've got a grandchild HAHAHA. maybe far related. Possibly my 2nd cousin's child's child. Did that make any sense? HAhahah. Cool huh. Nini Feefy. Actually it sounds very terrifying but hey =) one in a billion HEHE as Bobo said. ;) ta babes.

Umee left me. She has to go to skool. You playa you! You leave me after you're fully kanyang. =( HAHAHA. I know, i'll talk to you later.

I iz want to eat and taking one's shower. =p Have a good nite people. =)

Happy Birthday To Umee & Akmal tomorrow. ♥

P.S. BARU KU MENCHECK. BANYAK TYPOS KU. HAHAHA!

Listening to SoCo - As you sleep. Thanx Umee.

2005-01-11T06:14:00.000+03:30

Yep, it's my bf's bday today and i can't do crap well hell celebrate it with him cos as nic0la said earlier on.. "I just realised you guys are in different parts of the world" hahaha. Si bulu hitler anie banar. =x DON'T KILL ME NIC! HEHEHE. i iz sayang you so okay ah?

I just finished watching a movie called 'Homeless in Harvard - The Liz Murray Story'. A very touching and heartwarming story with bits of sad pieces too. It just tells you a story about a girl who was a homeless but smhow due to her hardworking {obviously luck and being incredibly smart plays a part too) eventually got a scholarship to go to Harvard. Kinda made me realise eventhough im not feckin rich, im way off better than other people i.e homeless people. That's not much of a problem in brunei cos no one's really REALLY poor in Brunei. Okay i think ada lah a small group but not as bad as possibly like, 30 years ago. Now there's more to the working class and middle class. Most are middle class and above i think so lah. so I'm pretty glad Brunei doesn't have tht problem. Helps being a small country. I presumed the movie was out about 2 years ago, as it said in the end that Liz Murray left Harvard in 2003.. and currently she's living in her own apartment and pursuing with her college education. She was played by Thora Birch.. She looked so young and to think that she's prolly be about hmm. 23 now? Im not sure either but hell, she looked fit. Not fit as in fit literally but fit as in hawt. ahhaa. no im not a bi thank you. but yeh. hawt.

It's been snowing heavily but now it has stopped. I might take pics of my snow engulfed house later on. If aku rajin =))

Btw, i have a liveconnector or an LC account. So if you see me, pls add me up. BUT it's a shared account with the hubs but it's cool. *thumbs up* no probs.

Ah~ I can smell breakfast from here~ I'm hungreh. Ah it's nasi lemak again. After i eat, i gerenti i go loo straight after. AHHAA. Already now I smell my tummy hurts. Or that could be cos Im hungry. Heh.

I need to seriously SERIOUSLY cut my hair. hahahaha. It's about 2 inches off my waist. I've got this pic yeh that my bf's uses for his friendster and his display pic and it shows my hair prolly an inch or two below my shoulders and everyone's asking me if it's a new hair cut. HAHAHA. no. those are just the distorted (ha ha) front layers. HAHAHA. The thing is i was planning to cut me hair whenever I go to dubai but then everytime i do go, i seem to not find the time. So then, i think i'd have to wait til I go back to brunei which is in AGES and im pretty sure by the time I get back, it'll reach my waist.

Im craving for coke. In the morning. It's the PMS. =( so not good. Continue later. <333 xx P.S. I miss umee. Nada dgn ku goss in the middle of the morning. =(

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Sexphere has got a new layout thanx to Maximus! Go check it out ♥

Look at how long my hair is and yes, the pic was taken in my lovely loo. HAHA.

Hi.

2005-01-10T15:45:00.000+03:30

I have such a headache. Did anyone miss me? I wasn't online the whole day yesterday. cos the net was down. lol. =x minta kana miss. Lol. I dont think anyone noticed. anyways, i have a small bump (courtesy of Kat for throwing her flipping heavy toy at my feckin face for no reason while i was watching a movie) on my left brow bone and ive been having a headache for the whole flippin day. Mild concussion ahahaha.

It's my bf's bday tomorrow or in his case, in about an hr and half lol. And i dont know where the feck he is. And now i have a tummy ache. AEOIRHAIOHREAI. gila eh. erjaerj. continue later.

owejarhae.

2005-01-09T01:00:00.000+03:30

http://et.tv.yahoo.com/celebrities/2005/01/08/bradandjenbreakup/

=( the world is definitely coming to an end. *goes all bimboish* Max showed that to all of us (as in yours truly, Leen, Ners, Lina)...

I am so old. I feel so old. And tired. I'm listening to B4-4 Endlessly .. Courtesy of Isa.. Now how old can you be to know this song? heheh.

~Do you know i exist.. just to promise u this? endlessly to be true to you.. if you answer my prayer.. i cross my heart and i swear.. endlessly to be true to you,,and if you only see.. how beautiful you and i would be, endlessly~

the past few days, i've been d/ling old SONGS. lol. like back 8-9 years ago. when i was still a teeny lil bopper.

talking to my other nephew and my old history skoolmate back in upper secondary, Akmal..lots of catching up to do. it's been awhile. and his bday is coming up! =p BOO! you're just a year older mal. so poo on you =p

ahtrerhhriahre bad mood. im so pissed off with my family HAHHA. ewhtraioerhioahrawr. sasak ku tah banar nie. lol.

my bf's bday is tomorrow! YAY! <33 xx *coughs* so old lah you. HAHA.

Yay!

2005-01-08T15:20:00.000+03:30

So okay, i just woke up. I didn't really have much sleep but what the hey yeh? Mum came in in the morning i think, and she said sumfink to me and i have no flippin' clue what i said back. HAHA.

I got pissed of at me dad last nite. Opps. He was teasing me about me being in a relationship. Somehow for some odd reason, that flippin triggered me "ANGER" button and went all "RIOWEYHROIAHRHAWR!!" lolol. Sorry dad. Then, while i was chatting with Elmi i felt abit.. odd. And then i checked and TA-DA! Somehow getting your period while chatting isn't very umm..'becoming'. Ok, i'll stop cos i know for some people it's disgusting. =p It's tres natural boys. ;) man once you get married, you'd have to at least ONCE in your marriage go out to buy her pads ahhahaa.

Anyways, going along. Was chatting to Bobo this morning and now lagi but then he's off now. He's going to a party @ the Lodge. Wait, isn't everyone? =p And maybe a long deserved wait New year's party? We'd have to wait for the comments then. Oh and he's making me another layout. WOHAHAAHAHAHAA. Bobo GENIUS! I'm malas okay? And we've been frens from hmm. eons. so that's okay i guess. I tell you Bo, I'll lanja you a choccie when i get back =p HEH.

A friend of a friend of mine (did tht confused you?) said i was a bit like Dory (from the Disney/Pixar animation,'Finding Nemo') cos i'm forgetful. The rest of her traits prolly fits me as well but they kindly left that off. Btw, i had to ask that friend of mine what the animation's called. LOL. I FORGOT. Memory span of a goldfish sweethearts. 2-3 secs or is it 5 secs then *p00f* <3

He went to the goldcoast with his parents. and I miss him.

I iz tres hungry beaucoupppp! =) and i need to take a shower. I reek. Laters. xx 1611

Heheh.

2005-01-07T04:46:00.000+03:30

Hi. I think I scared off a tiny lil amount of ppl due to my previous post. Oh well~ It's been snowing ever since yesterday. ~ Let it snow Let it snow Let it snow~ Oh. I need to change my button but i can't be bothered to do it at the mo'. And I don't have the right programs for it. If anyone is willing to help. HEHEHE.

Has you may have noticed, i've changed my layout (thank you to Francey for giving me the links to the templates) and it took me a long time to get a proper template cos some templates were made for resolutions with 800 x 600 and more. I decided to jst get ready made templates cos i can't be arsed to make my own templates as i did in my previous blogs. And yes, the blogger bar at the top is a bit kacau-ing. Can't do well crap about that. Soz. If i cud usai jua, malas ku. hehe.

Talking to Pixie and Elmi. =) Crazy people =p Pixie, you should sleep. and Elmi. well.. elmi's just gay. Love you mi. Thanx for showing me your um, very nice um, display pics. HAHAHA.

So schweet that pixie and her bf blog together. <3 for both of you.

Anyways, friendster's got a new look.. and hope they fixed it good as well. Friendster can get a bit tad annoying. I like the look now I think. Looks very clean.

Umie is going back to the UK today. =(

I very much so need to make a new pair of glasses. Being online most of the time for long hours doesn't help. Laters ~ 1611 xx

Nova: HI! =) Linked you.

Missy: Thank you! You too! and I linked you as well.

Max: Do you know humans can walk? =)

Syeeds: Chocolate eclairs? lolol. How very flattering HAHA! I actually have crooked fingers. hahaha.

Dedicated to the cows.

2005-01-06T03:15:00.000+03:30

I really seriously don't know what's wrong with people sometimes. I admit i can get a bit harsh and practically a bit too blunt for some people but seriously, i'm only a Bitch when someone starts to say shitload of wack aimed at lil ol me. I am sick and tired of all this 'oh-let's-go-and-bitch-smone-becos-she-goes-out-with-this-person-or-she-hangs-out-with-them' or she's this and that. As far as I'm concerned, read my lips.. Fuck you and your so-called-backstabbing peers. Grow fucking up for god sakes. I must admit, as i said, im not all that plus I can be annoying, but at least I dont bitch behind other ppls' backs. I know i might look like that type of person, but sorry to break your heart, I don't. I goss obviously, but just plain old goss-ing and most of it are just info anyways. Oh it also never gets to the full extend to wanting to kill that person or less enough, make the person's life like hell. I really couldn't be arsed who fucks who, who marries who or what, who does what, who kills what, who's popular or vice versa... I really don't give a monkey's, rat's, pig's, cow's etc ass. I really don't care about ppls' pasts. Bad or good that's up to them. Who are you to judge them? Everyone has a past. Either with me, my frens, my bf, my family my entah entah entah, what ever happened, it was just meant to be. And if any of them still has problems or at least a problem that smhow is from the past, that's up to them to sort it out because it doesn't involve me. I would like to be so bloody well caring but the past is the past and I can't do hell well jack shit about it. Frankly, I ONLY care if it's about me. Selfish? Thank you. But I'm through with helping ppl in their times of need, and practically rip my heart out the next day. I've got better things to do. I don't know you and vice versa, and bloody hell, well thank god for that. I am pretty ignorant but my patience has limits. I never really thought about having new year's resolutions (cos i cudnt be bothered cos i never do them) but I decided, why not this year aye? Lots of understanding, less bitching from people, a way better life. =)

New Year's Resolutions

1. Be extra nice to the people who are nice to me, and stick a middle finger up towards the people who don't.

2. Delete all the unnecessary contacts in MSN.

3. Try to get on with my life.

4. Continue with uni. I'm tired of the gap year.

5. Only speak til spoken to. Same goes to chatting.

6. Only give respect to people who deserves it.

7. Tell the friends that only wanted to me for sumfink to fuck off. I'm tired with all these neverending pretends. It gets to my head sometimes.

8. Be a lot less lamer and crack less jokes cos the amount of people having a good sense of humor is limited.

9. Throw away the people who don't trust me nor have faith in me cos they are not worth it to wreck your brain cells trying to figure out WHY they just tend to take the piss out of you everytime.

10. Try to turn a blind eye to people who don't know me but think they have the rights to judge me.

Explainations for the lil idiots who can't quite get into their heads that everyone's different.

1. Majority of my frens are males. So what? I've hung out with boys eversince i was lil. Sorry to disappoint you that the fact that i didn't have sex with them to get any of them. I'm a tad old fashioned so I don't do that, sorry =)

2. I'm vain. Oh wow. Most girls are. Or at least half. Look, I didn't look like this before orite? People used to take the piss on how i used to look like too. I got bullied, practically spit on, pushed around, taunted, lalala cos of the way I was. I don't think I'm better looking than the next girl but I think I deserve building up my confidence a lil bit to get thru life, ok? Oh btw, to those people who say I dont look good in real life, lol, who said you looked better?

3. I don't exactly talk to people I don't know becos sometimes for some odd reason, it sometimes turns into a taboo. You talk too much, you're definitely out. You talk little, you're out too but then I rather play it safe and not talk and jst smile like a minging idiot.

4. I don't talk about people. Hardly anyways cos I can't be bothered. I might look like the type who does, but as i explained before (pls scroll up again if you've forgotten) i don't. I've learnt a lot of things from the past couple years. If it isn't about you, don't bloody well bother cos if smone finds out you are smhow talking about them (eventho you weren't the one who started it) you'll get into trouble no matter what your excuse is. Some people are just evil.

5. I look bitchy. I look ambong. Grow up. It's my face la you stupid fuck. You can't expect me to smile 24/7 yeh?

6. I've made mistakes. Some are big and some are pretty tiny. Nevertheless, none of them are your concern. I'm pretty sure you've heard of the old saying, "No one's perfect". Close to perfection, maybe many around. But I'm not one of them either.

7. I don't think I'm better than anyone, in any way at all. In general, I think I'm pretty average. I'm not a straight A student. My english isn't impeccable. and lalala. And I've never never said to anyone that i am better than them in any way. everyone's bloody well the same. some are jst capable to do things better cos they have experience.. or they were just blessed to be smart. Some ppl are just luckier than others.

8. If i'm ignorant to the stuffs you've said or anyone really.. Bitch-wise i mean. It doesn't mean I dont have the guts to bitch back. It's jst tht I don't bother. It doesn't mean I've considered defeated. I guess, yes everyone has the right to have an opinion but don't judge me unless i've judged you first.

If i've missed an explanation, it's prolly becos i can't be arsed to type anymore. and i'm sorry for all the swearings/cussings. =) i'm pissed off. Truly apologise to all the people who take swearing in a bad way. Don't take it personally.

Look, because of people like YOU (or you whole lot) i am what i am now. I usually don't care but there's too much of this going around, and it's quite tiring. I could just ignore it but i've ignored it far much too long.

So anyways, I'm off to sleep now. Take care everyone. =) <33

hawtie ~

2005-01-05T08:40:00.000+03:30

had my brekkie and regretting it cos i feel like going to the loo now. i jst linked Azee and i saw her pic in her other site and lol she's fucking hawt. so check her out okay. HEHE. sorry for advertising you Zee. I'll make it up to you. Heheh. <33 btw, herbal essences doesn't work for me. =(

i would like to say Happy Birthday to Elmi, my nephew, which was yesterday, the 4th. And today to an old accquiantance, Oyin. Close together, easily remembered.

okay. continue later.. again. I need to take a shower.

*Poof *

hello 2006 test tube babies!

hi

hello blogger.com

may i place your order

hello september.

hi. god hates me.

yuu huu. nicola never fails to inspire =D

AHHHH SILENCE!

i'm an illegal immigrant :S NICOLA CRIES THE UGLYCRY!

bullshit.

rush

hello chooks.

~!^&*() drawings :D

Vector art.

C nic sakaikan posting pics.

kia ora tena koutou. HAIT!

PXT upload test. TEST. TESTING.

I'M AWAAAAAKE!

Skool's rep.

the fuckken hearsay.

mIRC

hahahaaaaaarrrrgghhh

Tired.

Busy bee!

where's the drive, baybee!

Iklan RBA?

New layout.

Bloody hell, it's may.

Aaaaaaaaah!

nicola for president 2006

big ass mosquitos.

profile baby baby woo yea

The Last Goodbye.

Stoners' day?

hippies dae

I am fecking tired.

2005. The twenties.

LALA.

Obsession.

whorey chicks ...make me itch

SMILE! =D

HAndbags or gladrags?

I am a deviant. w00t!

the real man.

ahem.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

niga hoe; i'm so cool and you knoe it

skin.

hehe.

??

lalala.

changed the layout.

a bit tired.

i need marl reds cos i'm talking POQWRUWOPJrioj!

Lalala.

Yay!

Morning =)

i got bored.

Hollies!!!

Today I got married.

Tee-hee! My connection sucks eggs.

Continuation. :) buang stress lah beb.

aku stress yatah aku buat anie.

Story. A very cawie and cala one.

SASAK KU.

Aku inda dapat tdur bah.

National day pics.

Earthquake?

Tummy ache.

New layout.

My baby is great =)))

BWHAHAHHA I'M BACK!

<3 xx

Tired.

Happy Anniversary to the Sixteen Eleveners.

Same Ol' Same Ol'

Peeved off.

omfg.

Tuesday. and a new month.

Poof